I sometimes behave oddly, unsure of myself, when I am nervous. Like I move quickly, or turn my head quickly. Or suddenly speak up. Some of my "associates" made jokes and had a loud laugh about it. If I were 10, maybe their b**sh*t would have increased my social-phobia. But as an adult, I now don't care that much other than acknowledging such people to be selfish, rude scums.