Forgotten-Children
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Well, I woke up normally (after hitting the snooze button one my alarm clock like a hundred times), I went to call my boyfriend at the usual time that I do, but he didn't pick up. Didn't think much of it so I waited about 3 minutes to call again in case he was playing Mario Kart or something. Called again. No answer. This time I started to think and only waited one minute to call him. After that with no answer that's when I got worried...
Like usual whenever I worry about things, I have bad daydreams about the worst thing possible. I mean.. I knew about what could have happened like I SHOULD have assumed but... me being the way I am, I was worried that he may have actually died (I say this because he has a terminal illness so I worry about him a lot)
I didn't wait between calls anymore and just repeatedly kept redialing. I then thought that maybe his phone was cut off somehow by like a poweroutage or his mom forgot to pay the phone bill or something stupid like that. I then went to Nintendo Pals to see if he was on. He wasn't. I wasn't sure what to think but the only thing left that I knew I could do was send him a message on the Wii. I did. Afterwards, though, I thought of giving calling one last shot, I just had a feeling that he may pick up (I'm guessing it was more hope than anything else).
He finally picked up and I realized he was just asleep and couldn't hear the phone until he got up to eat breakfast. He said that he felt great this morning because he actually slept through the entire night.
The reason he couldn't hear the phone was because it's ring is so soft and there's no way to raise the volume because it's a land line (wire phone). Not to mention his door was closed.
I was scared to death that I started weeping to know that he was OK. He tried to reassure me that if anything ever happened to him, his mom, stepdad, and stepbrother would all let me know. He said he was more worried about me than himself because if anything ever happened to me, no one would call him. (my family doesn't seem to really care about our relationship or even me.. :/ ) I mean, my grandma would probably call him if she knew but... yeah.
Needless to say, this was an emotional morning for me.
Like usual whenever I worry about things, I have bad daydreams about the worst thing possible. I mean.. I knew about what could have happened like I SHOULD have assumed but... me being the way I am, I was worried that he may have actually died (I say this because he has a terminal illness so I worry about him a lot)
I didn't wait between calls anymore and just repeatedly kept redialing. I then thought that maybe his phone was cut off somehow by like a poweroutage or his mom forgot to pay the phone bill or something stupid like that. I then went to Nintendo Pals to see if he was on. He wasn't. I wasn't sure what to think but the only thing left that I knew I could do was send him a message on the Wii. I did. Afterwards, though, I thought of giving calling one last shot, I just had a feeling that he may pick up (I'm guessing it was more hope than anything else).
He finally picked up and I realized he was just asleep and couldn't hear the phone until he got up to eat breakfast. He said that he felt great this morning because he actually slept through the entire night.
The reason he couldn't hear the phone was because it's ring is so soft and there's no way to raise the volume because it's a land line (wire phone). Not to mention his door was closed.
I was scared to death that I started weeping to know that he was OK. He tried to reassure me that if anything ever happened to him, his mom, stepdad, and stepbrother would all let me know. He said he was more worried about me than himself because if anything ever happened to me, no one would call him. (my family doesn't seem to really care about our relationship or even me.. :/ ) I mean, my grandma would probably call him if she knew but... yeah.
Needless to say, this was an emotional morning for me.
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