Dark angel
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I have a crush on a guy for almost a year ago, and I don't know if these little details that happened meant something or are just part of my imagination because I tend to misinterpret people's intention and I don't know how to distinguish when someone is genuinely interested in me or is just being polite. A year ago I met a guy at the department of biology in my university. We both were searching for courses to take on the new semester that was coming in. I see that next to me was this guy of average height wearing a black and white striped shirt with long sleeves and black pants reading a book. His hair is short and black, his eyes were brown and oval shaped. Around us there was other people but all of the sudden we started talking and I couldn't understand why such a gorgeous guy could start talking to me out of all those people. We started discussing which classes we were interested in taking but the conversation was cut off short when the secretary of the department call me in to help me with my courses. When I finish, I was hoping to see him again out there but he wasn't there anymore. I remember saying to myself: " Please God, let me take a class with this guy".
Weeks later when classes started, I enter my Botany class and the first thing I saw was him
I told him that I was really surprised to see him there but that was about it. I didn't say anything else to him because he made some friends on the classroom and I didn't want to intervene. Eventually, days go on and I had to take the lab for that same class for the first time. It turn out that he was in the same lab session as me but we were sitting on different tables but we didn't talk at all.
The next week after that I remember being late for the lab and my lab teacher hated when students didn't make it on time so he used to close the door when that happened. When I got to the door late, the teacher gave a me kind of a "warning sign" look but that was it and let me in to the lab. The thing was that another student took the seat that I had on the week before and I notice that the only empty chair was next to the guy that I like. Lucky me. After that we became really good partners of lab and class. I remember that for that class we had a field trip to one of the forest in my country and we had to take pictures of different flowers and plants. On the way to that forest we(the whole class) made a stop on a mall to have breakfast and I was sitting with my friends on one table and he was sitting across the restaurant reading a book. While my friends were talking and laughing all I could do was looking at him, fascinated with him, reading. All of the sudden our eyes crossed and he made a sign with his hand saying to me to go sit with him. As a zombie, I moved towards him and we started talking and laughing making fun of one of our professors. After all, we started talking about each one of the partners that sat in the same table we were in and he compared me to one of the other girls in the group. This girl is physically pretty, she has long black hair, lean figure and the whole thing. But he said to me: " She is cute but extremely serious, and sort of bitter, but YOU are nicer and more friendly than her". I went on cloud nine at that moment LoL. But I was all humble and told him Thank you.
Eventually when we got to the forest we were separated in groups so I didn't saw him until the end of the field trip. When we finished we got into the different buses and he came to the one I was in. I was sitting on the seat next to the door. He told me that he took pretty good pictures and I told him to please show them to me. Playfully he put his hands in my knees and looking me at the eyes he told me: " No, I won't show you anything"( in a singing tone). When I look back the rest of our classmates were looking at us and I was totally embarrased. Anyhow, we began good partners and because we had to work together we exchange phone numbers and every time he had something to ask me he called me instead of calling the other 5 people in our group. My best friend said that it was to much of a casuality that he called me instead of the others from the group.
On another ocassion we had to do an exam on a Botanic garden and the professors separated us in groups. Unfortunately he wasn't in mine. The other day I ask him how everything went he told me: " Not so good". So I dare to say to him: " Aww I'm sorry I wanted to be with you and not that other group" He admitted that he was also hoping to be within the same group I was during the test.
During the conference sessions, he ask me several times to seat next to him and even when we finished taking Botany together he called from time to time to make me laugh and make jokes. The last time he called he wanted to see if we could take a class together but we couldn't because it got full.
Now, it's been a while since he doesn't call me and I don't want to lose contact with him. I know that probably this whole thing of him liking me is in my head but still, I would love to have him in my life, even if it is just as friends. But what do you guys think, is it my imagination flying sky high or I'm not so far from reality as it seems?
P.S: Sorry for such a long post.
Weeks later when classes started, I enter my Botany class and the first thing I saw was him
I told him that I was really surprised to see him there but that was about it. I didn't say anything else to him because he made some friends on the classroom and I didn't want to intervene. Eventually, days go on and I had to take the lab for that same class for the first time. It turn out that he was in the same lab session as me but we were sitting on different tables but we didn't talk at all. The next week after that I remember being late for the lab and my lab teacher hated when students didn't make it on time so he used to close the door when that happened. When I got to the door late, the teacher gave a me kind of a "warning sign" look but that was it and let me in to the lab. The thing was that another student took the seat that I had on the week before and I notice that the only empty chair was next to the guy that I like. Lucky me
. After that we became really good partners of lab and class. I remember that for that class we had a field trip to one of the forest in my country and we had to take pictures of different flowers and plants. On the way to that forest we(the whole class) made a stop on a mall to have breakfast and I was sitting with my friends on one table and he was sitting across the restaurant reading a book. While my friends were talking and laughing all I could do was looking at him, fascinated with him, reading. All of the sudden our eyes crossed and he made a sign with his hand saying to me to go sit with him. As a zombie, I moved towards him and we started talking and laughing making fun of one of our professors. After all, we started talking about each one of the partners that sat in the same table we were in and he compared me to one of the other girls in the group. This girl is physically pretty, she has long black hair, lean figure and the whole thing. But he said to me: " She is cute but extremely serious, and sort of bitter, but YOU are nicer and more friendly than her". I went on cloud nine at that moment LoL. But I was all humble and told him Thank you.Eventually when we got to the forest we were separated in groups so I didn't saw him until the end of the field trip. When we finished we got into the different buses and he came to the one I was in. I was sitting on the seat next to the door. He told me that he took pretty good pictures and I told him to please show them to me. Playfully he put his hands in my knees and looking me at the eyes he told me: " No, I won't show you anything"( in a singing tone). When I look back the rest of our classmates were looking at us and I was totally embarrased. Anyhow, we began good partners and because we had to work together we exchange phone numbers and every time he had something to ask me he called me instead of calling the other 5 people in our group. My best friend said that it was to much of a casuality that he called me instead of the others from the group.
On another ocassion we had to do an exam on a Botanic garden and the professors separated us in groups. Unfortunately he wasn't in mine. The other day I ask him how everything went he told me: " Not so good". So I dare to say to him: " Aww I'm sorry I wanted to be with you and not that other group" He admitted that he was also hoping to be within the same group I was during the test.
During the conference sessions, he ask me several times to seat next to him and even when we finished taking Botany together he called from time to time to make me laugh and make jokes. The last time he called he wanted to see if we could take a class together but we couldn't because it got full.
Now, it's been a while since he doesn't call me and I don't want to lose contact with him. I know that probably this whole thing of him liking me is in my head but still, I would love to have him in my life, even if it is just as friends. But what do you guys think, is it my imagination flying sky high or I'm not so far from reality as it seems?
P.S: Sorry for such a long post.
