I know that I just graduated from college with a business degree and I have my whole life in front of me pretty much but I just feel like my life is going to suck even more now and I don't really know exactly what I want to do...I have OCD, social anxiety and depression.
I have a couple close friends and that's pretty much it....I haven't had a girlfriend in 6+ years and the last one I had treated me like shit, I have no job, pretty much no money, and I constantly worry about how I look and what other people think of me. People tell me that I'm good looking but I constantly think I'm ugly and I hate having pictures of me taken, looking at pictures of myself and even seeing my reflection in the mirror.
My family is supportive of me but I've been feeling like this off and on (mostly on) since high school and I've gotten really good at hiding my emotions and making it seem like I'm ok when I'm really not deep down.
But I just have been getting this urge to runaway from my family and everyone I know to try to start over but I have nowhere to go and I have no money so obviously life on my own would be very hard to say the least.
I know that I won't run away but it's just a weird urge.
Has anyone else felt like this?
I have a couple close friends and that's pretty much it....I haven't had a girlfriend in 6+ years and the last one I had treated me like shit, I have no job, pretty much no money, and I constantly worry about how I look and what other people think of me. People tell me that I'm good looking but I constantly think I'm ugly and I hate having pictures of me taken, looking at pictures of myself and even seeing my reflection in the mirror.
My family is supportive of me but I've been feeling like this off and on (mostly on) since high school and I've gotten really good at hiding my emotions and making it seem like I'm ok when I'm really not deep down.
But I just have been getting this urge to runaway from my family and everyone I know to try to start over but I have nowhere to go and I have no money so obviously life on my own would be very hard to say the least.
I know that I won't run away but it's just a weird urge.
Has anyone else felt like this?