ForeverBlue2
Active member
I guess this is a silly question but do most of you get stressed and depressed over the thought of your life not changing and forever being alone with limited or no social contacts. While around you people are living fairly exciting and fulfilling lives?
I have been thinking about it more and more lately. My dad passed away in April and I have lived with my mum pretty much all my life except for a few months here and there. I have now moved to the UK for a 'better' life but internally I feel like I am just going to be living the same life but just in a different location. I am now 36 and feel there is no future for me out there. I wonder what will happen to me and how I will deal with my mum not being around either. She is the closest person to me and the one person I can be myself and comfortable around. Without her I feel like there will always be something missing out of my life.
When I think about how I can change or improve my life it just seems so hard and I don't think I have the motivation or energy to do it. So therefore I am stuck in the same rut I have always been. On top of that I am unemployed and looking to live somewhere permanent so all that is a stress in itself.
So where to from here? Just take each day as it comes and stop stressing and suffer the consequences of a non-existent, wasted life? Or constantly be stressed out over trying to change my life?
I have been thinking about it more and more lately. My dad passed away in April and I have lived with my mum pretty much all my life except for a few months here and there. I have now moved to the UK for a 'better' life but internally I feel like I am just going to be living the same life but just in a different location. I am now 36 and feel there is no future for me out there. I wonder what will happen to me and how I will deal with my mum not being around either. She is the closest person to me and the one person I can be myself and comfortable around. Without her I feel like there will always be something missing out of my life.
When I think about how I can change or improve my life it just seems so hard and I don't think I have the motivation or energy to do it. So therefore I am stuck in the same rut I have always been. On top of that I am unemployed and looking to live somewhere permanent so all that is a stress in itself.
So where to from here? Just take each day as it comes and stop stressing and suffer the consequences of a non-existent, wasted life? Or constantly be stressed out over trying to change my life?