SHYoreoCOOKIE4U
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For the past year or so, my boyfriend and I have been doing nothing but arguing... we can hardly have a conversation together without it turning in to a fight. I have tried to talk to him about it but he just blows me of every.single.time. I think he is falling out of love and and I worry I am too. The worst thing is we have a son together who is turning 2 in November... I am in a relationship yet I feel so lonely and distant from him...
Even if I did want to give up on our relationship, I couldn't leave because I cant do it alone finalcially yet.
I am a high school dropout which I am trying to change but my dyscalculia is making it hard to pass the test. I want to get a college education but I fear my learning disability will hold me back.
I fear that if my boyfriend and I do breakup, I will be single forever because nobody wants to date a woman with a child.
I honestly just feel like ****. I feel ugly and worthless.... I am tired of feeling like this but I don't know what to do... I tried turning to god but I have lost my faith in him since I lost my mom to alcoholism last year... which brings me to another thing... I have no family that I am close to... My mom died from alcohol last year and my father is an alcoholic too. So is my brother. My moms side of the family is across the country and I did not grow up with them... I'm not close with my dads side of the family either...
Even if I did want to give up on our relationship, I couldn't leave because I cant do it alone finalcially yet.
I am a high school dropout which I am trying to change but my dyscalculia is making it hard to pass the test. I want to get a college education but I fear my learning disability will hold me back.
I fear that if my boyfriend and I do breakup, I will be single forever because nobody wants to date a woman with a child.
I honestly just feel like ****. I feel ugly and worthless.... I am tired of feeling like this but I don't know what to do... I tried turning to god but I have lost my faith in him since I lost my mom to alcoholism last year... which brings me to another thing... I have no family that I am close to... My mom died from alcohol last year and my father is an alcoholic too. So is my brother. My moms side of the family is across the country and I did not grow up with them... I'm not close with my dads side of the family either...