Mokkat
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I feel terrible. Im very tired, but also hyperactive, from doing almost nothing all day but getting alot of coffee. I just moved back with my parents and our oldest cat, my favorite one, died just yesterday 
I've also started obsessing over a girl whos a friend (all because of a faint 'hint' that shes interested, not that I would know anything about girls being interested in me ). On one side, Im too anxious to make a move, on the other she's been seeing a friend of mine once in a while, pretty superficially though.
I feel shitty and wierd inside because thinking of making a move with her makes me anxious, and theres a small chance I might lose a friend or two. But if I decide Im not doing anything about it, I know Ill be even more miserable
Guess I'll get drunk now
I've also started obsessing over a girl whos a friend (all because of a faint 'hint' that shes interested, not that I would know anything about girls being interested in me
). On one side, Im too anxious to make a move, on the other she's been seeing a friend of mine once in a while, pretty superficially though.I feel shitty and wierd inside because thinking of making a move with her makes me anxious, and theres a small chance I might lose a friend or two. But if I decide Im not doing anything about it, I know Ill be even more miserable
Guess I'll get drunk now
