Feel like giving up..

[Clown]

gad & sa see no future like this... feel like giving up

Im still amazed that the little happy extravert boy I once was is transformed to a crippled depressed full of tension, anxiety and pain piece of *** person, why me ? still can't believe it....

 

[Solitudes_Grace]

Don't give up. Never give up. You are strong. You are a human being, and I know that you matter because you are a human being. I know that you can overcome your anxieties. You can do it. I know you can.

 

[to·ma·to]

gad & sa see no future like this... feel like giving up

Im still amazed that the little happy extravert boy I once was is transformed to a crippled depressed full of tension, anxiety and pain piece of *** person, why me ? still can't believe it....

What's to say it'll always be that way? People can improve. The problem with giving up is it can be accepting what it is, and if you don't like it/hate it, it's probably going to make you miserable, or more miserable.

However, that said, you can also try too hard to change/improve so I think it's imperative to find common ground or experience both worlds (giving up and trying).

There's no experience like personal experience?

 

[Clown]

this is going now for 7-8 years tried everything no hope , feel like such a failure

 

[to·ma·to]

Sometimes it comes with the territory.

What do you think you should you do about it?

 

[Clown]

can't hopeless only way out is get addicted to benzo's

 

[MikeyC]

I am still someone who goes out to nightclubs and such but I can feel the anxiety creeping on. I still go to these crowded places beyond my better judgment, though.

With that in mind, so can you. Don't give up, bro.

 

[Clown]

I can also go to night clubs , but I find it boring + have no friends to go with and the few I have are fake friends

 

[Sora]

What is the problem?
Why do you feel like a failure?
Why do you want to give up?

I have had many of those days but it usually turns around, and there is no point in giving up, fight for what you want, that's half the battle and a challenge is fun right?

It's hard to know what you are going through as you have not said but you sound very depressed, possibly feeling alone and rejected, would I be right in this way of thinking? (I am just going on how it's been for me in the past when I have talked like you have being in this post).

Don't give in, ever! Your likely to get more help if people know you are trying as well. It will get better life has it's up days and it's down days which I can tell you are having a very down day right now.
Also not to sound mean but why not you? why should anyone else have to experience this? Why should anyone?! I know it isnt nice but things can happen to anyone, no particular reason why they just do! Just got to try handle them the best you can

 

[Moa]

There were 12 years of my life that I wished I has just killed myself the first time I ever had the thought. But it really does get better. I'm so glad I stuck it out.

What kept me afloat during those hard years was focusing on the few things I liked. My sister, nature, and reading books.

And how things got better... I'm really not sure. It just did.