Hellhound
Super Moderator
I'm frustrated again at my lack of ability to word things right, to be able to handle conversations. It seems that, no matter what say, people will misunderstand me in a negative manner. I probably say something as a joke, word it in an awkward way or in caps, then BAM, assumptions that I called them dumb, that I want them gone, that I'm acting bratty...
Then guilt. Because I didn't mean what I said, but the other person doesn't get it, they don't listen to me, they persist. Then bashing myself internally over and over, over what I should have said and how.
I feel like I'm about to go insane sometimes, because I don't know if the failure is in me or in others. But really, can others be in the wrong all the time? I doubt it.
Then guilt. Because I didn't mean what I said, but the other person doesn't get it, they don't listen to me, they persist. Then bashing myself internally over and over, over what I should have said and how.
I feel like I'm about to go insane sometimes, because I don't know if the failure is in me or in others. But really, can others be in the wrong all the time? I doubt it.