Existential thoughts

[LanaS]

xylo, thank you alot for your message.I will save it. It's really touching,it is the best message of hope that someone ever gave me on internet. I got a wish to live . My fear disapear everytime when I think about all good people in this world (including you,you have no idea how much you helped me only with 1 your post) ,children with smiles,humor,amazing animal world, when I notice how nature is so beautiful etc. so I think as you said that we are in good hands.

I wanted to commit suicide because anxiety and depression is so painful sometimes ,existential thoughts which are most hard to cope with,and I think how they will never pass.
But then I think this : "If all people are like me,depressed and can't enjoy life, if all people in the world think about suicide, what kind of world we would have?Who would care of little children,young adults for example?" Simply that would not be natural, which mean we are all here with reason,we are all special on our own way, and we need to find a way to deal with ourselfs and never give up. I hope to be stronger person sometime.


Flanscho, thank you for your comments too. I understand and respect your beliefs.Love to read other people views on this.

Sorry for my grammar,my english is terrible

 

[xylo]

xylo, thank you alot for your message.I will save it. It's really touching,it is the best message of hope that someone ever gave me on internet. I got a wish to live . My fear disapear everytime when I think about all good people in this world (including you,you have no idea how much you helped me only with 1 your post) ,children with smiles,humor,amazing animal world, when I notice how nature is so beautiful etc. so I think as you said that we are in good hands.

Thanks Lana and yours is the best message of thanks I think I've ever received on the internet! I'm happy to have helped. If you'd ever like to talk some more about these existential thoughts feel free to private message me anytime. I think about this kind of stuff a lot so I wouldn't mind.

 

[Falkor]

The thoughts you are experiencing are totally normal. We all don't know the purpose of life. We're born thanks to our parents, but from history we really don't know what brought us here. If we're just evolution of bacteria's, apes or if we're brought here by god or angels of maybe even aliens, we just don't know.

Yes, we could go crazy on it. But we just don't know and people have been researching this thing for ages. So just follow the Science news, read about it, talk to other's who are interested in this subject, but don't spent too much time on it, because you probably would never get to know. Maybe if we die, we may know, if there is AN afterlife, maybe there's not, I don't know, good thing is that we can't prove anything. So what Flanscho says, is his opinion while other's believe in heaven, reincarnation or that we actually go to the world of our dreams.

And what life is all about, stars, the big universe and such, I think space contains so many more planets with people like us, or anything huge, that we still haven't seen! That's my belief.

The thing is you just want to know, you want to know the answers, and you go crazy. Just try to spent your time on your life, shopping, food and music. Because that's something you do know, about. Because the answer might never appear, why won't you spent time on something you love?

 

[neardeath]

I hope you find some peace so this won't haunt you much longer. In my mind, the study of God and the universe is all there is to live for. It keeps me sane. My favorite thing to learn about is outer space. I get all lit up whenever it's mentioned.

Open yourself to the possibility that it is all okay. The forum is teaching us all a few things.