Really? Sorry bout that. I left high school as a freshman, first semester in 2007. Sicne then I've been commited to online schooling, which is why I have so much freedom as I have. Even that hasn't solved much, because I'm strugling with the responsibility that's all put on yourself. Even right now with some others things i'm going through, it's hard to focus, and it's been like that for awhile now. Secretly I wish I could just drop it and go back to public school where's its much more in control, but that anxiety is a bitch to where it seems as if I have no choice.