dannyboy65
Well-known member
For the past month I've drank at least one beer or up to 4-5 every night. I make the excuse that it's a social thing, when really I just want to drink. I used to never drink but when Katie dumped me I resorted to alcohol. It started having a beer or two each week to around 3 a week. Now it's a beer or more every night. It's getting out of hand and my physical health is declining because of it. My mental health isn't doing to good either. Yet I don't want to stop drinking. But I have to for my health. It also doesn't look good for an RCW to be an alcoholic. I'm too scared to tell anyone how much I drink. I just feel ashamed, I thought I was done with addictions.