YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES. I'm sorry to be like super annoying but it affects me soooo badly. I don't believe that anyone could ever like me because of it, or so much more. I don't even know what I'm saying here. I hate it, I can't stand it, it drives me crazy. I'm obsessed obsessed obsessed. I perceive myself as like the freakin' ugliest thing there is. I hate it soooooo much. It affects everything about me, and it's probably the one thing in my life I need to fix more than anything else.
I don't want to go outside, because people can see me. I want to hide my face. I feel like everyone is staring at me. I can't stand looking at myself, and everytime I do I look at how disgusting I am. I spend hours and hours staring and looking at everything that is horribly wrong with me. I hate the way I look. I hate the way I look. Hate it. I want plastic surgery. I want more than anything to fix my faults. I know that I am way over-reacting, but it's hard to change the way I feel. I would give absolutely anything to have a pretty face.
I really really really really hate to sound so so shallow, but it's just it seems so important in this world. I wish it wasn't, oh I really wish it wasn't. I can't help it, and I hate myself for it. It just hurts to see all these people only caring about appearance. It's almost everything. I would love to just accept looking this way, but I just can't do it. I for sure would for other people, but for some reason not myself. HATE IT!!! My mind is completely twisted but this is how I truely see things. I know it's wrong but it feels so right. Ugh!!!!!
And WOW sorry for being sooo obnoxious, just had to get that all out.