Darker Than Black
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........................case closed, your judge
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do u act irrational when ur stressed out?
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Darker Than Black
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Darker Than Black
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and I can't stop eating at really really late in the night, I just wake up, and I eat, I take like an hour to cook, and then another hour to eat. nothing feels important right now, i just feel like doing nothing, I think the alcohol is going to my head, I kept on feeling migraines in the past two weeks
Harleyq
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I'm with you there. I had a binge episode last night where I ate a lot of food and then debated going out and buying one of those Black Jack boxes from Taco Bell, even though I was full...just had an urge to eat. I wasn't feeling too good, either. I think I was trying to comfort myself with food.
Do you think maybe it's added stress that's causing it? Maybe the school responsibilities are piling up on top of your normal SA fears?
LadyWench
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Irrational is my middle name
Same here!
When I'm stressed out/panicking, that's when I'm mostly irrational. I'm otherwise a rather logical person.
Darker Than Black
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I'm slacking off right now, I slacked right after school today (friday), I did nothing, and I have so much to do, I just don't feel like doing anything, I've been listening to music to cheer myself up since 9 PM, and I just ate so much rice.
idk whats wrong w/ me, my friend said I have serious mental issues other than SAD, he was like "you say a lot of stuff normal people don't say"
I kept on telling him that if he keep on eating food high in calories, his gonna die, and I said to my EE lab partners, I'll hack them to death with an axe--> in chinese, so it sound more offensive. I kept on having thoughts of people dying, my friends getting hit by a car, classmates getting killed by gang shooting, teachers having car accidents. And when i was with my friend for a hair cut last week, I kept on imagining no intentionally the barber taking a scissor and stabbing it into back of my head.
I definetely think its stress. When I binge eat at night, i eat until i cant even lie down. I literally cook food like rice and meat and that is not good at 12 or 1 in the morning. In two weeks i think i gained like 10 lbs just by doing that. When I did it, it was because it was like the only damn thing I could control in my life. I couldnt control the feelings someone was having for me and likewise, I couldnt control my temper, and many other things. It was there to again fill a void in my life (this time the void being control of different aspects of my life). I dont have any $$ right now or a car so thats y i stopped but I know i can control myself when i do get back some money and i get another key cut to my car.
lac operon
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Hey man, I feel the same way just now. I tried to attempt commit suicide last week, but one of my friend stopped me. I also cant stop eating, you know ever since I got anxiety and Depression I have gained like 100lbs. Now I feel like I wanted to hurt some people that I didn't like.
lac operon
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You probably don't need to repeat what you think about someone, Your friend might got mad, special after last time you called the police on him. When he says you have some serious issue beside SAD, I think he meant something Like stop being so bitchy and worried.