Tiercel
Well-known member
In reality, someone to love and care about is what I'm actually seeking. Porn is only a warped fantasy of what I'm looking for. But letting down my guard to let someone in is nearly impossible because of SA.
My thoughts exactly.
And for the record, I have a longer history with depression and anxiety than I do with porn. So maybe it's really like a "which came first, the chicken or the egg?" type of thing?
Either way, I'm sure there's a sexual pun in there somewhere....