Creepy thoughts!

OCDd

Well-known member
Okay i have a small idea where this comes from but i still am unsure. i have ocd and have weird thoughts but ive never heard of thoughts like this. now i will warn you it is gross to some people so beware. and i wouldnt call them thoughts either their more of....fantasies? i guess you could say that. they mainly are based off of this one girl i have a crush on, although she is a celebrity and pretty famous. i dont like to tell people cause im afraid they wont like me and leave me or something. (once again be warned if you cant stand gross things, stop reading) i also have it for other people all the thoughts with her. anyways here they are: i want to draw her blood and drink it, especially when its warm, i think it would feel good going down my throat. i also want to drink her urine, also being warm too. i also want to put each of her poop in separate jars and record when she went, and i want to smell them too. i do NOT want to force her to do any of this stuff though, i want her just let me do it i guess. i know its really creepy and stuff but leaves comments on what you think. my thoughts are just that i want to go out with her really bad and i want to like get really close to her...literally. okay well, thats pretty much it, thanks for reading this, and God Bless
 

laure15

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Why do you want to drink her urine? Urine is nasty and contains byproducts that your body doesn't need.
And poop smells nasty. Not to mention all sorts of bacteria lurking in poop. I think there was a case a while back where a woman was forced to eat poop and drink urine by some loan sharks and she got sick as a result.
But when it comes to blood drinking, there are differing opinions. On the one hand, people call it cannibalism. But what if she gave you permission to drink her blood? Then, maybe it's more acceptable. After all, there was a japanese man who cut part of his genitalia and served it to several people who were willing to pay for it.

If you try to rationalize with yourself, maybe these types of thoughts will eventually fade away.
 

Flanscho

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If I'd be you, I forget getting close to her. The chance for all that happening is like absolute zero. With some luck, you might be able to find a gf that lets you do such stuff on a bdsm dating site. Otherwise, I'd suggest staying single, and every now and then visit a dominatrix (dunno if that is legal in your country).

I think that people should do whatever they want to, to become happy, as long as it doesn't hurt others. Your desires don't hurt others, as long as you don't force or push someone, and as long as you accept a "no". However, they are also in conflict with social norms in most countries, which would make it difficult to find someone to do that with. Well, except, as said, if you are willing to pay $$$. You get everything with enough money.
 

KoalaCrisp

Member
Sounds like a fetish to me. Try searching around online and see if other people share your fetish and what has been written about it. You can probably find a way to practice it safely and consensually (fake blood? Small amounts of blood?) but probably not with the celebrity you have in mind!
 

OCDd

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okay, thanks guys, you all brought up good points. but still i feel a little weird about it. and i probably will never do any of these things but if i did, it would be the blood one. idk im a weird guy but i would never do these things. anyways thanks for your help.

Oh and also, this is my 100th post! yey
 

gummybear22

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i think that since you know you can't be with her, your mind has gone down the distorted pathway of wanting things from her, and stuff that many don't care a ton about giving away-excretory, blood-->many donate blood.
before you find anyone that likes you and wants to be with you, get rid of those desires b/c that will most likely chase anyone away that wants to be with you, and you might end up forcing someone to do what you want-and that's never good in any case.
 

hardy

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Hey ocd,

Thoughts are just thoughts...they are not you. Why give importance to them. I understand we people with ocd, anxiety disorders associate with our thoughts too much and make them big.

Just tell me one thing...if the thoughts WERE YOUR OWN and you were the boss, you would have control over them. But the law of nature is such that we have no control over our thoughts, they have there life time and go away....but yes, we have control over how we deal with them. In a mature Welcoming way or resist them. we cannot have thoughts that we want.

I know it's easier said than done, but next time you get negative thoughts...do not resist them or ignore them or do anything with them. Let them come and be with them. Let them destroy your mind...you become a mad man....you will see these thoughts will not disturb you when you let them be.Do not take any action upon them....you don't have to tell your secrets here....i have really really bad thoughts too. Problem comes when we resist the bad thoughts and crave for the good thoughts. This goes against the law's of nature.

Read Buddha on mind and matter....he was the greatest scientist of mind. Always helps to read good stuff and watch good stuff....if someone watches too much porn or dragon movies or scary, he is bound to get thoughts of negative shi*....this is my personal experience.

While if you watch mr.bean, u might have funny thoughts even if for a short period. Try it....do good stuff like helping someone in need,and you will remember you are a good person while if you hurt someone with your actions you will remember you are a bad person. This is law of nature.
 

OCDd

Well-known member
Hey ocd,

Thoughts are just thoughts...they are not you. Why give importance to them. I understand we people with ocd, anxiety disorders associate with our thoughts too much and make them big.

Just tell me one thing...if the thoughts WERE YOUR OWN and you were the boss, you would have control over them. But the law of nature is such that we have no control over our thoughts, they have there life time and go away....but yes, we have control over how we deal with them. In a mature Welcoming way or resist them. we cannot have thoughts that we want.

I know it's easier said than done, but next time you get negative thoughts...do not resist them or ignore them or do anything with them. Let them come and be with them. Let them destroy your mind...you become a mad man....you will see these thoughts will not disturb you when you let them be.Do not take any action upon them....you don't have to tell your secrets here....i have really really bad thoughts too. Problem comes when we resist the bad thoughts and crave for the good thoughts. This goes against the law's of nature.

Read Buddha on mind and matter....he was the greatest scientist of mind. Always helps to read good stuff and watch good stuff....if someone watches too much porn or dragon movies or scary, he is bound to get thoughts of negative shi*....this is my personal experience.

While if you watch mr.bean, u might have funny thoughts even if for a short period. Try it....do good stuff like helping someone in need,and you will remember you are a good person while if you hurt someone with your actions you will remember you are a bad person. This is law of nature.
this is true, very true you just have to let thoughts flow on their own and they will eventually go away, thanks
 
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