PandaBear
Active member
So I'm moving into college on Friday. I've been looking at things really optimistically. I've been thinking things like, "Ok, I'll become friends with my roommates and we'll do stuff with each other. I won't be alone." But reality has hit me. What if we don't become friends? I mean, I have this awful social anxiety problem. What if I screw it up? Even if we do become friends, they'll probably make other friends and won't be hanging out with me all the time. What if I can't make any other friends? I don't think I can handle the being alone in a sea of people thing anymore.
I'm freaking out. I'm terrified. It's all hitting me right now. I'm scared about not making friends, being so far from home, not being able to communicate, being surrounded by people 24/7. I mean, I can't even go to the store by myself. How the hell am I going to do this?
There's no backing out of it now. My parents have put so much effort into getting me to this place. My brother dropped out of college twice and I don't want to do that to them again. Besides, if I don't go to college, what else will do? I've never had a job. I can't get a job working with people. What would I do?
I'm freaking out. I'm terrified. It's all hitting me right now. I'm scared about not making friends, being so far from home, not being able to communicate, being surrounded by people 24/7. I mean, I can't even go to the store by myself. How the hell am I going to do this?
There's no backing out of it now. My parents have put so much effort into getting me to this place. My brother dropped out of college twice and I don't want to do that to them again. Besides, if I don't go to college, what else will do? I've never had a job. I can't get a job working with people. What would I do?