DarkSeeker
Well-known member
It may sound ironic, but I can't take it when people on the internet gives me positive attention, and try to show sympathy, and it's even worst if it's in real life. It hurts like fire. I can't take it, I just want to be left alone, but doing that just makes things worst. I never had any kind of positive attention in my entire life before I was like 16, and was left behind in a foster home in Nova-Scotia for a month in a English immersion program, which the bitch wanted to take herself but was too much of a bitch to do it. I never thought in Joual again after I came back. Anyways, the only thought of getting positive attention makes me want to set myself on fire, which probably makes you wonder why I'm posting here, because so far all I get is positive attention which I really feel unworthy of. You better just throw an insult my way, and tell me that I'm supposed to do this and say that, but even that isn't any good of course.
By the way, does any of you have problems recognizing themselves in the mirror. I look in the mirror and see someone who is absolutely the opposite of who I am now. I can't shake the feeling that I am not who I was meant to be, and that my soul was shattered to smithereens.
By the way, does any of you have problems recognizing themselves in the mirror. I look in the mirror and see someone who is absolutely the opposite of who I am now. I can't shake the feeling that I am not who I was meant to be, and that my soul was shattered to smithereens.