Bo592
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So a couple of days ago I went and got surgery because for days I could not swallow my food I was starving for a whole month. the last thing that I wanted to do when I got better was think about poping a pill. sents I was a kid I could not pop a pill I always was afraid of poping a pill it was like my body could not take it for anything. My body knows that my body can`t swallow thing like that I feel as though I am suppost to write out my will and complete my bucket list before I attempt to take that pill because it could be the end of my life when I do. I tryed all the tricks like using water and water bottle . does work I just end up drinking gallons of gallons of water and get water log. I tryed putting it in food and well I geuss I am just to smart to fool myself.
My doctor gave me three pills to take each day. I luck out on the first two because they where capsules and I was told I could break them open and put them in some pudding. But then my throat trembled as the third one came out and I was told I could only cut it in half. But still must swallow it whole it been about three days so far and still I could not take the pill I only took the ones that I could put in pudding. It would just feel more helpful if I could just have a heimlich expert on standby when I try to take it instead of when I am on my own . I am afraid I will die alone in my apartment form choking on that pill. The Doctor said I have a bacterial infection and I have been getting chest pains. days are now starting to pass me by now and I still have a expensive bottle of pills untouch on my counter. Should I tell my doctor ? what on earth am I suppost to say to him ? Could I die with having this fear ? what do all of you think, have you every had this problem ?
My doctor gave me three pills to take each day. I luck out on the first two because they where capsules and I was told I could break them open and put them in some pudding. But then my throat trembled as the third one came out and I was told I could only cut it in half. But still must swallow it whole it been about three days so far and still I could not take the pill I only took the ones that I could put in pudding. It would just feel more helpful if I could just have a heimlich expert on standby when I try to take it instead of when I am on my own . I am afraid I will die alone in my apartment form choking on that pill. The Doctor said I have a bacterial infection and I have been getting chest pains. days are now starting to pass me by now and I still have a expensive bottle of pills untouch on my counter. Should I tell my doctor ? what on earth am I suppost to say to him ? Could I die with having this fear ? what do all of you think, have you every had this problem ?