kattness
Well-known member
ok i really need to get this out and seek advice for a boyfriend problem i have (very boring i know) but it would help me out alot.
3 months ago me and my boyfriend went to a party...blah blah... then i noticed he started looking at all the other girls...apart from of course me and this other girl, me and her are both bigger than the others.
it got to the point of him looking at this girl behide me n "checking out" (looking her up n down) in front of me while i was talking to him.
now here i am 3 months later and it really fucked me up....i have REALLY low selfestem (always have done) n i cant stop thinking about him wanting other girls.
i know it doesnt sound like a big deal but it plays on my mind so much, i have s/a and depression so of course i cant stop thinking about it. ive had BAD problems with guys before and i cant shake the fact that i could b alone forever if i dump this guy
he tells me hes crazy about him n that im "perfect" but i ALWAYS think hes liein n doesnt want me n is using me
am i just being paranoid n letting my depression n s/a get in the way or should i dump this guy?
im so fucking confused! :?
3 months ago me and my boyfriend went to a party...blah blah... then i noticed he started looking at all the other girls...apart from of course me and this other girl, me and her are both bigger than the others.
it got to the point of him looking at this girl behide me n "checking out" (looking her up n down) in front of me while i was talking to him.
now here i am 3 months later and it really fucked me up....i have REALLY low selfestem (always have done) n i cant stop thinking about him wanting other girls.
i know it doesnt sound like a big deal but it plays on my mind so much, i have s/a and depression so of course i cant stop thinking about it. ive had BAD problems with guys before and i cant shake the fact that i could b alone forever if i dump this guy
he tells me hes crazy about him n that im "perfect" but i ALWAYS think hes liein n doesnt want me n is using me
am i just being paranoid n letting my depression n s/a get in the way or should i dump this guy?
im so fucking confused! :?