Hey im new here. been blushing everywhere for 5 years now, im 28 and have always played in bands. every weekend i have to get steaming drunk in order to play the gigs. i cant work because of blushing and the gigs are the only thing i have left to hang onto for a social life. should i quit the band and concentrate on getting better or should i keep gigging and not let it beat me? its killing me!