I thought i might write this so people could better understand the process i used to fight social phobia!
I decided for one reason or another that i had to beat this thing once and for all because it was ruining my life! I knew i couldn't do it though, if i kept fighting with myself every step of the way. It was hard enough to break out of social phobia without putting myself down all the time! So i had to change that voice in my head from putting me down to supporting myself!
1. Fight against the negative thoughts! Everytime i started to put myself down i yelled back at the thoughts and said the opposite!
Here are some of the examples of the thoughts i used to have
This is stupid and it isn't going to work - It is going to work it takes time!
Im going to be stuck like this forever - I can beat this thing! I can do it!
Its taking to long - I was social phobia for 25 years. I have time
This is me why am i doing this? - It is not me!
Your stupid - Im smart and im going to beat this
I should just kill myself - I might as well give this a good go instead
There were times where i would do this for 20 mins straight back and forth...
It would go like this...
This is stupid -
No its not -
Yes it is, your to stupid to do this, its never going to work. -
It is going to work and its not stupid! I can do this -
It is not going to work give up its a waste of time -
It's not a waste of time, f*** off i don't want these thoughts anymore, im going to beat this thing -
etc.. etc... etc...
The key is to just keep challenging the negative thoughts
It actually took a couple of months to get rid of them. There were times where i gave up for a couple of days and then started it again. After awhile it started to seem natural to combat the thoughts. I didn't notice when the thoughts stopped at first. It was a gradual thing.. the negative thoughts would come less and less. So gradual in fact that i didn't know if it was really working untill it stopped. One day i was walking down the road and i was like hang on a sec... I haven't had any negative thoughts in a while.... They still come every now and again but no where near as powerful or as many as they used to be
2. Start working on my social skills
I realized that my social skills were lacking pretty bad! I couldn't talk to anyone or make conversation so i decided to download an ebook about
social skills. Anyway it showed me some body language tips to appear more friendly to people before even initiating the conversation. This was perfect!
I got to break it down into baby steps without throwing myself directly into a conversation untill i felt i was ready! Here are the things i worked on..
I FOCUSED ON ONE THING AT A TIME AND I DID THAT THING UNTIL I FELT COMFORTABLE DOING IT!
I spent about a month doing each step everyday! Once i felt comfortable or felt courageous i added the next step into it.
- Good posture
Stand up tall and straight. Keep your body language open.. Try not to cross any part of your body..
- Eye contact
Everytime i walked past someone make sure you look them directly in the eyes for a couple of seconds.. If it was a female i would look in her eyes until she looked away!
- Smile
Once eye contact is made smile at the person. It makes you feel good and lets you know its working when they smile back at you
- Conversation
Just start with a small conversation! Say hello to a stranger as your walking past. Nothing in-depth just one word hello!
- More conversation
Throw in a couple of extra words! Ask them how there day is... Just add one question to the conversation...
Hope that's enough information to get you started! I know its hard.. You will come across awkward along the way.. just remember that your dealing with a big thing.. It's alright if you screw up.. It's alright if you do it wrong.. It's alright if someone don't like you.. Don't give up on yourself!
I decided for one reason or another that i had to beat this thing once and for all because it was ruining my life! I knew i couldn't do it though, if i kept fighting with myself every step of the way. It was hard enough to break out of social phobia without putting myself down all the time! So i had to change that voice in my head from putting me down to supporting myself!
1. Fight against the negative thoughts! Everytime i started to put myself down i yelled back at the thoughts and said the opposite!
Here are some of the examples of the thoughts i used to have
This is stupid and it isn't going to work - It is going to work it takes time!
Im going to be stuck like this forever - I can beat this thing! I can do it!
Its taking to long - I was social phobia for 25 years. I have time
This is me why am i doing this? - It is not me!
Your stupid - Im smart and im going to beat this
I should just kill myself - I might as well give this a good go instead
There were times where i would do this for 20 mins straight back and forth...
It would go like this...
This is stupid -
No its not -
Yes it is, your to stupid to do this, its never going to work. -
It is going to work and its not stupid! I can do this -
It is not going to work give up its a waste of time -
It's not a waste of time, f*** off i don't want these thoughts anymore, im going to beat this thing -
etc.. etc... etc...
The key is to just keep challenging the negative thoughts
It actually took a couple of months to get rid of them. There were times where i gave up for a couple of days and then started it again. After awhile it started to seem natural to combat the thoughts. I didn't notice when the thoughts stopped at first. It was a gradual thing.. the negative thoughts would come less and less. So gradual in fact that i didn't know if it was really working untill it stopped. One day i was walking down the road and i was like hang on a sec... I haven't had any negative thoughts in a while.... They still come every now and again but no where near as powerful or as many as they used to be
2. Start working on my social skills
I realized that my social skills were lacking pretty bad! I couldn't talk to anyone or make conversation so i decided to download an ebook about
social skills. Anyway it showed me some body language tips to appear more friendly to people before even initiating the conversation. This was perfect!
I got to break it down into baby steps without throwing myself directly into a conversation untill i felt i was ready! Here are the things i worked on..
I FOCUSED ON ONE THING AT A TIME AND I DID THAT THING UNTIL I FELT COMFORTABLE DOING IT!
I spent about a month doing each step everyday! Once i felt comfortable or felt courageous i added the next step into it.
- Good posture
Stand up tall and straight. Keep your body language open.. Try not to cross any part of your body..
- Eye contact
Everytime i walked past someone make sure you look them directly in the eyes for a couple of seconds.. If it was a female i would look in her eyes until she looked away!
- Smile
Once eye contact is made smile at the person. It makes you feel good and lets you know its working when they smile back at you
- Conversation
Just start with a small conversation! Say hello to a stranger as your walking past. Nothing in-depth just one word hello!
- More conversation
Throw in a couple of extra words! Ask them how there day is... Just add one question to the conversation...
Hope that's enough information to get you started! I know its hard.. You will come across awkward along the way.. just remember that your dealing with a big thing.. It's alright if you screw up.. It's alright if you do it wrong.. It's alright if someone don't like you.. Don't give up on yourself!