drumev
Active member
This may sound as a rhetorical question, but think about it. Are you constantly feeling emptiness, grief or regret for missed/missing oportunities? Or there are things/times you really enjoy and love having? Cause case with me seems to be the first one. Nothing is be truly enjoyable, no matter what I do, everything's just orbiting this big emptiness in my life. It's very exhausting when I'm doing everything by force so that I could kill time faster. Guess I'm way too lonely and all this holding back of emotions and thoughts is an enormous weight. Which is probably a defence reaction to the fact that everyone who I've ever trusted and considered close betrayed me at some point and showed he's not worth the effort...
What do you need to feel happy? Love, friends, a little bit selfishness and dignity?
Hope you got the message, cause i got kind of confused plus the fact English's not my native
What do you need to feel happy? Love, friends, a little bit selfishness and dignity?
Hope you got the message, cause i got kind of confused plus the fact English's not my native