Maybe I really need a break from here. On the other hand lets say after a while I will come back here and I get tired again. So the cycle repeats.
There is some really good posts, but the other side(much bigger one) is negative which is bringing me down. Same topics, same problems. As I see the positive posts there is much similarity to books. Maybe I should read a book and do whats on the book told? But for me it feels like talking to dead people.
to release:
I'm lonely too and I have no place to go, but I'm starting to think that staying here won't help me much. I haven't found any "live" people from my location so everything is virtual. But the virtual talking is so cold.
to blue-roses:
This time my post is going to be the last

I think if you want not to be a killer you must gain respect in community, you need to post much more.