Zipper
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Am I the only one who believes he is going to be destroyed by God for my wrong and my doubt? 8O
I can't get the idea of hell out of my mind and tend to obsess about it constantly. Is hell real? I mean, doesn't the Bible talk about it? If God's going to destroy any of his creatures, I know that it will include me, because I am too anxious to keep believing that it is true. Listening to Bible teaching terrifies me, so I stay very far away and try my best to disbelieve. But I am still so scared.
I am afraid of doing so many things, because I am afraid that God is going to requite destruction upon me if there are flaws in what I do. :lol: I am quite timid and reserved. I haven't done a lot with my life and have never done sort of "rebellious" things because of this concern of retribution.
I think it is what caused my social anxiety -- this thought that I might be the object of revenge by a mind that observes me and observes me making mistakes. It's not that difficult to make the jump from a belief in a God the operation of whose judgment is calculated to destroy and a belief that other people might be the same way if I make unguarded mistakes.
I'm so sad. I wish I had never been born. I'm not sure if this gloom will ever lift.
I can't get the idea of hell out of my mind and tend to obsess about it constantly. Is hell real? I mean, doesn't the Bible talk about it? If God's going to destroy any of his creatures, I know that it will include me, because I am too anxious to keep believing that it is true. Listening to Bible teaching terrifies me, so I stay very far away and try my best to disbelieve. But I am still so scared.
I am afraid of doing so many things, because I am afraid that God is going to requite destruction upon me if there are flaws in what I do. :lol: I am quite timid and reserved. I haven't done a lot with my life and have never done sort of "rebellious" things because of this concern of retribution.
I think it is what caused my social anxiety -- this thought that I might be the object of revenge by a mind that observes me and observes me making mistakes. It's not that difficult to make the jump from a belief in a God the operation of whose judgment is calculated to destroy and a belief that other people might be the same way if I make unguarded mistakes.
I'm so sad. I wish I had never been born. I'm not sure if this gloom will ever lift.