Ecclesiastes
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Has anyone around ever experienced an anxiety attack?
I got that coming and it's been years. It was really on high frequency years ago but I pretty much got it figured out because I was a bully target in school for my size and appearance, everytime there's P.E lessons I know somehow I'll end up at the doctor's room. It's kinda scary, not just for me, but it scares others away too ):
Then I had a year's episode of being anorexic and shed 29kgs in just 2 months. Frequency of the attack went down but now it's coming back up again..
..and it happens everytime I lost myself enjoying the food I'm eating.
Back then I'll just get the common panic attack where I feel scared for no good reason. But now.. it's not just a panic attack, ..I can't even recognise the people around me. It's like, I know I somehow know them in my life but I just cannot remember who they are!
And I don't want to bring it up to my mother because she is already troubled enough with her son (right, my brother).
I got that coming and it's been years. It was really on high frequency years ago but I pretty much got it figured out because I was a bully target in school for my size and appearance, everytime there's P.E lessons I know somehow I'll end up at the doctor's room. It's kinda scary, not just for me, but it scares others away too ):
Then I had a year's episode of being anorexic and shed 29kgs in just 2 months. Frequency of the attack went down but now it's coming back up again..
..and it happens everytime I lost myself enjoying the food I'm eating.
Back then I'll just get the common panic attack where I feel scared for no good reason. But now.. it's not just a panic attack, ..I can't even recognise the people around me. It's like, I know I somehow know them in my life but I just cannot remember who they are!
And I don't want to bring it up to my mother because she is already troubled enough with her son (right, my brother).