Well, in 2019, I'll either have had my MLIS (Masters in Library Information Science) for two years, or just have gotten it. I'll be a new or semi-new librarian. I figure that by then, my SA should be a little better... seeing as how I had been through 8 years of school & survived. Because of that, I should have friends. & my hope is that in 2019, I'll not only be a librarian, but also have friends & be with (hopefully) the person that I'll spend the rest of my life with. I'm not sure about kids, though. If they come at all, it'll be long after 2019, I'm sure.
Even though I'm terrified of my future in a lot of ways, because I know a lot of my dreams & hopes could just be "wishful thinking", but I also have a lot of hope that things could turn out the way I'd like them to.
Honestly, I feel like I deserve it.... To spend my entire life this way with no friends, no life, no anything... I feel like I deserve some happiness & fulfillment for once. Hopefully, by 2019, I'll have that.