1eyedbandit
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Hi everyone. I'll try to keep this short bcuz I'm 50 yrs old and could write
a book. I came to the website bcuz I've been struggling mightily with
blushing for about 16 years. The blushing has led to social avoidance (of
course) but I remember doing some of that since gradeschool bcuz of multiple
birth defects. I have had the pleasuring of marrying (twice!) but divorced
both women becuz they lied about 75% of the time and if you've been close
to someone like that, you know it's no fun (I didn't know they were liars until
after the "I do's" were said and at some level felt I was married under false pretenses-both times). I became afraid of each lady and left for self defense.
I really don't know how much anxiety was inherited or "biological" becuz of
being born 2 and a half months premature in 1960 (I feel I'm "lucky" to be
alive,but I know it's by the grace of Jesus). But this blushing has got to go.
It has affected my bussiness and personal life in a most horrible way just as
sad has affected you. I hope to be helped, and to help if I can. BTW, I do
have a sense of humor becuz I know how to spell because!!!
a book. I came to the website bcuz I've been struggling mightily with
blushing for about 16 years. The blushing has led to social avoidance (of
course) but I remember doing some of that since gradeschool bcuz of multiple
birth defects. I have had the pleasuring of marrying (twice!) but divorced
both women becuz they lied about 75% of the time and if you've been close
to someone like that, you know it's no fun (I didn't know they were liars until
after the "I do's" were said and at some level felt I was married under false pretenses-both times). I became afraid of each lady and left for self defense.
I really don't know how much anxiety was inherited or "biological" becuz of
being born 2 and a half months premature in 1960 (I feel I'm "lucky" to be
alive,but I know it's by the grace of Jesus). But this blushing has got to go.
It has affected my bussiness and personal life in a most horrible way just as
sad has affected you. I hope to be helped, and to help if I can. BTW, I do
have a sense of humor becuz I know how to spell because!!!
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