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  1. Angel_Of_Death

    Ordering meds in Canada

    I ordered Propranolol (Inderal) online to control the physical symptoms of my anxiety. It was sent trough International Inbound Courier... My delivery estimate date given on the site I ordered was for Feb 14th. When I check on canadapost.com with the tracking number, it says for Feb 13th ...
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    Fatigue / Lazyness / Energy drinks

    I have a problem (among many other problems), I'm always tiered. Specially in the morning. As a result, I'm lazy. I often even after a full night of sleep feel like laying down in bed because I have no energy. -I'm in great physical shape -I do sports -I train and exercise regularly -I usually...
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    I need Propranolol and fast

    Long story short, after making some research and reading about it on this forum and I had decided to order Propranolol from an online store, this was back in September. It had taken about 6 weeks for shipment. It didn't fix my social anxiety, but helped alot at work and school and I'd take it...
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    A short moment of free anxiety

    On this day of x-mas, I decided to be alone. Was invited to a party, didn't go. Ended up renting a movie, buying some coke and weed. The reason for this topic? I just wanted to let you know that at "this very moment" I am - Pessimist - Confident - Anxiety free - Looking forward for tomorrow...
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    TIP OF THE DAY!!!

    Breathe deep Smile Talk slowly Enjoy! 8)
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    You have only 3 months to live

    Let's say you were diagnosed with a terrible illness like cancer, and the doctor told you that you have 3 months to live. How would you live those last 3 months? Would it change you? Would it have any effect on your social anxiety? I'm thinking in that situation, my social anxiety might...
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    Take Action!

    I'm a little high, and I think I've been inspired. In my current depressive, hopeless feeling and extremely anxious state, I managed to give myself some clear objectives to follow in order to break the vicious cycle of social anxiety and depression. By doing these things I'm not expecting or...
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    I called in sick today....again

    My social anxiety is getting complete control over my life. And it's getting worse and worse. Summer of 2007, I had just landed this nice paying job. My 1 month training was excellent, I was able to socialize very well and talking with everyone in my training group. I was working full time...
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    Anxiety getting worse....

    I'm 24, and in the last couple of months it seems my social anxiety is getting worse and worse. The symptoms are also getting more intense, specially the sweating which often goes out of control. It seems that social situations that I was able to handle before, meaning I'd be nervous but still...
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    A little thought, for hope...

    Not sure why I thought of this today, but I started thinking about an event that happened when I was a small boy, maybe 7 or 8 years old... I was playing outside one evening, when a dog came running towards me...I got scared and started running. Obviously the dog chased me, and the dog I'm sure...
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    Social anxiety, more present sometimes than others...

    What I mean is... I've been suffering from social anxiety for a good part of my life (I'm 24), but it seems that at certain times the anxiety is more present, more intense compared to other times when I have it more in control. For example, for the last couple of days I'm feeling generally more...
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    How NOT to "fall" for a girl

    Whenever I have a crush on a girl, I become obsessed and then miserable. I would rather not have any crushes on any girls. Last year in one of my classes in university, for the whole semester I did projects with this girl, and from the first moment I fell for her. Long story short, she kinda...
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    Complete loss of motivation

    Here is my situation. Normally I have different cycles, in which some cycles are positive, I don't feel too depressed and I feel motivated in the stuff that are important, school, work, workouts ect...And then there are cycles where I feel down and depressed. These cycles can usually last some...
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    My experience with Inderal (Propranolol)

    I have suffered of social anxiety since my teen years, I'm 24 right now. I first discovered about this condition around the same time I discovered this site, which was about 2 years ago. Since then, I've been looking at different alternatives to overcome my social anxiety. It seems that there is...
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    Oxytocin - Love Spray

    A little info about this first : news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/health/7412438.stm I ordered the product from www.verolabs.com I should get it in about 2 weeks. Has anyone tried it ? Does it really work ?[/url]
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    Drugs without prescription

    After reading up on this site and some other social anxiety forums on the internet, I came to the conclusion that at this point PROPRANOLOL is the best drug I can try. So I went to the doctors today hoping he would prescribe me some, but he refused saying that he would refer me to a...
  17. Angel_Of_Death

    Anxiety/depression phases....

    I've noticed personally that my social anxiety is sometimes worse than other times...I'm not exactly sure why. When I get anxiety it also seems that feeling depressed immediately follows. For the past 2 days, my social anxiety has actually been higher and I've also at the same time felt really...
  18. Angel_Of_Death

    Feeling down

    I've come so far...from where I was before. I've improved on some important aspects in my life within the last couple of years, in terms of getting on the right track to get a university degree, finding a nice student job which gives me good flexible hours and an GREAT salary, a job I've held on...
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    Is there a plan B, and if there is, what is it ?

    From what I understand, social anxiety is not an easy thing to overcome. To some it may be impossible. So I guess some may be able to overcome it, and others might not even if they tried (ex: medication, therapy ect...) I guess the main purpose of every human being is being "happy". That's my...
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    What's the complete opposite of Social Anxiety ?

    I say this without trying to be disrespectful to my cousin, but he's one of the most ugliest people I know, physically. If I were him, my SA would be 10 times worse and I would be extremely self conscious because of my looks. I meet alot of people who aren't physically attractive and could be...
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