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  1. PheonixBomb

    I've lost all hope I think

    I've been thinking about it recently. I don't know if it's because I don't have patience, but I never seem to get good at anything. I'm 23 year old male who still lives with his parents. My social skills suck, but that doesn't seem to matter because I isolate all the ****ing time anyway. I'm...
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    living with roommates

    I've been thinking lately of moving out and I keep wondering what people's experiences are living with someone that is not family. Looking more for people that may live with strangers as I don't have any friends that live in the city (they're all back in the town I grew up). It seems I have two...
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    rant in bullet points format

    - I'm jealous of people in relationships - I'm jealous of people who are able to balance a social life, school work, relationship, and kicking my *** in a videogame, I don't seem to excel in even one area - I get pissed off very easily in online multiplayer games, which makes me do worse, which...
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    that critic voice

    The one that always says "I'm weird" or "she'd never talk to me", "she thinks I'm ugly". **** I hate that stupid voice. I beat myself up constantly in my head...:sad: Anyone else have it? What helps? I was getting into elevator with a girl who lives on my floor, and I could tell she wanted to...
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    disconnected from society / alienated

    I don't really get it. Maybe it's from the fact that I isolated so much in middle school and high school, and only in the last few years have I started to get out there more. (I'm 23). Ussually I leave the house, or watch a video on YouTube where people are talking about their day (where they...
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    It's not worth it...

    I don't know why I'm alive. I don't seem to relate to others well, I have all these misconceptions about how other people are spending their time (ie constantly hanging out with friends, on Facebook, going to parties etc). Apparently I'm too mentally unstable for a relationship, the low self...
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