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what is the cost of trying to improve your sa? I am went to a "small gathering" for a birthday party but people just came and came and came until I couldn't breath and ended up standing in a dark corner the whole night. I am never like this anymore when I am sober. When I am sober I am funny, I...

I'm talking about unprovoked murder of an innocent person, perhaps a person you liked or are friends with. Would you take this person's life if it meant instant and continual bliss for the next decade? Bliss that is internal and external-- every moment in your mind is an orgasm and there are no...

I've been with this current company for a little bit now and I've never had problems with any of the employees or management-- it is a very small company run by a husband/wife team. This past week though the bosses are making me very uncomfortable because they are saying I need to attend an...

I have been doing a lot better with the sa lately, particularly starting conversations. I'm finding that most of the time it is I that starts the small talk with the complete stranger, but I never take it beyond this. At these moments, the first thing that pops into my head is "this is not an...

I was always the person who brought down a good conversation by bringing up these topics, because I have always been conflicted. Why I have a soul-- I gotta go with Descartes on this one and say I am because I am... because I feel, and think, and know that whatever the conditions of the...

I'm sure people have their good and bad days. I just had a bad weekend-- not doing what I was suppose to be doing and doing things I wasn't suppose to be doing. So this a promise to myself that until Sunday next week, I will do the good and abstain from the bad, whatever those things are to me...

I don't know if this has to do with SA or just one of my little quirks, but I've always had a fear of people listening to music i'm playing on the stereo. When i'm driving in a car and come up on an intersection i turn the music off, when i'm in my apartment I always use headphones. When i'm in...