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Happy new year, bitches! Here's to ringing in the new year all alone. God help us all.

I live in a house with three roommates, and I was the latest person to move in. When I got back from my family's house for thanksgiving, my roommate jen p had put up christmas decorations. Get this, she hung three stockings on the wall. One for her, one for her boyfriend, one for our other...

Today I called my grandma's house and talked to her briefly, as she was busy watching my four year old cousin, then she handed the phone to my brother. He is one year younger than I am--23. We grew up in an abusive home, my father calling us both names and throwing things at us, hitting my...

Sometimes I visit this site and I leave feeling more depressed than before. It is good to know we are not alone, and there are some positive posts, but mostly it's just us feeling sorry for ourselves. I like the community, and I'm going to stay on, but it is kind of a mixed blessing, right?

I have once.

I just got off the phone and it wasn't that great. I called my grandma, a work friend, and a cousin, and none of the conversations went that well. I wish I were a totally different person.

Here is how it went: Removed due to regret about posting.

Last night, I got drunk and played euchre, a popular card game where I'm from, with two of my roommates and a guy friend of my male roommate who comes over pretty often. Well, I guess this guy was pretty hard up and desperate for sex. He kept mentioning women who were hot on tv, going so far...

I have social anxiety disorder and it has been particularly distressing lately. I have a job in which I work on the weekends in a factory, two eleven hour shifts at ten fifty five an hour. Not too bad. The problem is eleven hours is a long time, and I have a lot of time to be awkward around...