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  1. cowboyup

    Defiance

    I'm geeking out over Defiance, the tv show. IMO, it rocks! I just hope it's not gonna be another Firefly .... cancelling after 1 season. I have hopes for it...They have incorporated/made up different languages - hey, who knows, there could be a cool fanbase! For SyFy, the CGI looks good -...
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    Wow, that escalated quickly over there at "Brony" place

    .....yeah, umm, so. okey dokey.
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    so disappointed in myself

    I did not get a thing done like I said I would this weekend. I procrastinated homework til the very last minute, I stared at my messy, over flowing closet that begs to be cleaned out, I couldn't even get enough energy to vacuum. Why am I in such a funk these days? I hate, hate, hate feeling...
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    Feel like having a good cry

    Bear with me on this one, it might be quite long - sorry in advance :( I received a text from that guy (the one who moved) the other day, going on and on about his ex gf and how when he moved he was a mess because of his 'fame' here and whenever he wanted a date, go see a movie, someone to hang...
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    Death, Dying and grieving

    The past week's discussion topic at school was about death, dying and grieving. I wrote my response to the topic and didn't think twice about it. To my surprise, my professor emailed me, privately, gave me some good advice and told me that it was good to see that the lesson opened up my eyes...
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    Any regrets telling others?

    Anyone else have regrets telling someone you have SA (or depression, etc.)? Let me explain: I grew up with a household of people who lied. Meaning my parents lied to just about everyone they came in contact with and I saw this growing up. (No need to go into 'grand story' about the whys right...
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    Reaching a saturation point

    This may just be me, but lately I have found that I feel that I've reached or am reaching a 'saturation point' with all the technology - computers, tablets, smart phones, gadgets everywhere. Don't get me wrong, they are a part of MY life and of course here to stay - they are engrained in...
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    And this is why...

    I'm not on Facebook or anything similar. I keep getting text messages from my NY buddy. He is in DC for a few days. I want to say, SHUT UP, STOP TEXTING ME what you are doing every freaking minute. 1. I get envious, jealous, call it what you want 2. Then I get sad and depressed, and lonely 3...
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    do you use...

    anything like usenet, giganews, or other? If so, what would you recommend is a good, reliable one to use? any pointers would be appreciated too. You can PM me if easier. I know, this is VERY off topic...but don't know who else to ask. :question: Thanks in advance!
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    Quarter life crisis

    I'm listening to "Lego House" right now. Sometimes music speaks when words elude me. It is how I feel - not relationship-wise but just like you can so intricately put together a lego whatever, it can crumble in an instant. ... Quarter life crisis/Mid life crisis/Cascade Failure - what are your...
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    Addictions and genetics

    Do you think you have to have a propensity to addictive behavior to become a full blown addict to medications such as the anti-anxiety meds or pain killers? Is it a genetic thing or state of the mind or....? I question this because both my parents were addicts. But all three of us kids are not...
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    Happy Easter Passover and other things

    and everything in between and if you are like me:
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    They are gone...

    Brother, SIL, AND THE KIDS just left to go camping in Death Valley. :bigsmile: I have 3 days of uninterrupted bliss and I am so happy. I am going to just do nothing - yeah, that's right, absolutely nothing! Well, I will watch TV, listen to music, dancing around the house and guess what? I might...
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    Oh #$%!!#$^(sorry I need to vent)

    darn.it.all.to.heck. ohh such harsh words...I know, I'm a dork. well, I need to let off a little steam - SIL is on spring break - she's home for a week. I thought I'd get a break from the kids. No offense, I love them, but I NEED a break too. I'm afraid I'll be dragged outta here in a...
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    Tedious cleaning

    Does anyone ever feel like they don't like to start to clean (ie: vacuum, dusting, laundry, etc) due to the fact that when you start you feel like you have to do such a thorough job so you just don't do it? Then that leads into organizing/color coordinating/ everything, such as clothes (socks...
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    Should I apologize?

    haven't been on in a while...brief intermission :( So, the g-parents have come and gone. Survived that. It went (as usual) better than expected, so that's good. Yesterday, I was up by 3:40 am and had kids from 5 am - til about 5:30 pm Needless to say, I was exhausted as I have been battling...
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    Frustration from interrupted routine

    This past week felt like I spent it in purgatory. And next week doesn't look too sunny either. Well, it felt that way. Looking at Wikipedia's definition as being 'temporary punishment' I suppose it's fitting. ..punishment for what, IDK. Sure was not place of purification, lol! My anxiety, panic...
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    feeling belittled

    Ever have that feeling from people you know or relatives? Just rubbed me the wrong way, the one statement someone made to me and now I am pissed off. lol It's not a big deal. We were discussing movies. I was asked if I had seen Red Dawn. I said, not sure, can't remember - then ultimately I...
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    Are people capable of change?

    I was talking to my NY friend and he said he doesn't think so. I know I have my problems. I know sometimes I am awkward. But he described me in a way that kind of makes me feel like I would like to change - not drastically, but just tweaks here and there, if that makes sense. He said that...
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    it warms my heart with joy to...

    throw things away. Yeah, I'm a strange cookie. Let me explain: I have had my 'stuff' in storage at someone's house for a few years and the person just informed me they are losing their house to foreclosure so I need to get my things before they have to move. Well, I went over there and...
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