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Venting again....sorry in advance. I feel like crying right now. Just throwing my hands in the air and F*** it all. I feel like giving up. My sister in law and brother were talking and she signed up for 2 classes at the community center plus 2 classes for my nephew. All on different days...

So while my brother/sis in law were out last night, I was home babysitting my nephew. Like any good auntie, I decided to bake cupcakes and my nephew got to lick the spoon. Shh, don't tell anyone! recipe: 1 box of cake mix of your choice 12 oz. of soda of your choice mix cake mix and soda in...

I just got done taking: #1 - GABA #4 - Kava Kava #2 - Valerian just to get through the day without being too shaky, and to help me think a bit more clearly so I don't sit at the computer all day dazed and unmotivated to do anything (like change my sheets, vacuum, fold my clothes from 2 days...

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My meds kicked in and now that I am more calm and can think straight(er), I know that my last journal entry was just my jealous rant. I admit it, I am jealous - rather envious. I looked up the true definition and I do not wish any harm to anyone, so I am more envious of my sister in law and...

I know this has nothing to do with SPW, but I know you guys can help. So, my computer crashed, died, committed suicide..or just took a nap (not sure what happened) yesterday and I've been trying to "fix" it ... finally I just ended up restoring the system just as it came out of box. Now, I've...

in pictures, words, etc... (wish I had the courage to do some of these!)

Here's an example of someone who's gone into the social network abyss: I was on a weekend hike a while back with family (and extended family). ... while we were trying to sleep at about 2 am this person had their cell phone, laptop and ipad all on at the same time. The cell was pinging with...

OK, over the past few days I have seen a lot of posts regarding social networking sites. One post was about an article written from dailymail.co.uk. Others have posted their own feelings regarding these sites. Everyone has their own opinions and I respect them. I am not here to 'dis' anyone's...

yup, me again. Sorry. Today has been challenging for me to get through. I finally resorted to taking a valium for my panic attack. The last resort after I tried some chamomile tea and valerian. Feeling better now. But sleepy. I wound up snapping at my brother and then just retorted to my...

I know I've had time to prepare for this, but my sis-in-law is expecting in 3 weeks. The baby has been moving constantly, making her pretty much bed ridden while I take care of my 3 yr old nephew form sun up to sun down. Luckily my brother has been off work for a couple days so I've had a couple...

My brother scored tickets to see Ron White tonight. YAY! he and I are the only ones in the house who like to go see comedians. Considering the show starts at 10 pm, I know it'll be vulgar - but so worth the laugh. :) but with my brother, hmm....lol Recently, we went to see Steven Wright -...

I was invited to a family outing - complete with relatives, children... I get excited initially, then when the time comes near, I get scared, think about it constantly, and wonder how I can 'get out of it' - I lay awake at night counting down the days til we finally go on the weekend trip. The...

I have a friend who is attending DefCon & Black Hat this weekend. irony at its best: I remember when I first got my computer and I told my mom that I wanted to learn hacking....what a dork I was! The "good" hacking of course, whatever. but now, this person I know is white hacker and gets to...

this is going to sound weird but has anyone experienced sleep paralysis? If so, have you talked to your dr. about it, and if so, do you take RX or no? My Most recent episode was last night. I 'woke' up unable to speak or move. But I also was 'dreaming' at the same time. I remember screaming...

oh the noise they make when they come up from the ground for 1-2 months this time of year makes me feel like I'm going crazy. I'm sure it's just anxiety and annoyance. I asked someone, when I first moved here, what is all that buzzing, they said they didn't hear it. They got used to the noise...

My brother kindly got last minute tickets to see Steven Wright tonight! I love anything (anyone) that (who) can make me laugh. My brother kinda clued in to the past couple weeks or so that I've been down -- feeling a little down in the dumps. I am excited but nervous to be around all the...

I have been thinking of joining a meetup group in my area for social anxiety and depression but the big obstacle is of course, taking that first step in going to a 'group' meeting with others there. I know that they would all be or have been through same/similar things so they'd be...

Hello again... Lately, I've been depressed, sad, just blah in general. I really do want to be and feel more positive about things but it eludes me. If I keep busy sometimes that helps keep me from getting so depressed. I looked into talking to a professional - a therapist but here they all...

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