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So it had been a big drama in the dark eventful fortnight but he is back to himself now.

So rugs my love/hate friend/partner or more like 'familiar' has gone into psychosis at the moment and is still at home with his mum and his sister (who recently was in psychosis herself but was in a hospital). Rugs rang me up after i sent him a card and hadnt heard from him respectfully as when...

nSo after a long few days. Rugs actually phoned me. He phoned me and asked wht id been up to and if i were doing anything today. I jumped at the chance to go for a walk with him. Its like my whole spark in me came back. The horror of lonliness and rejection and like hitting my head at a wall...

Not been well today. Started the day helping my dad cementing but i was quite ill with the ladies so to speak but still had to the labor. But ive been really emotionally depressed and dark today. I dont know whats going on with rugs. He was my ticket out of this darkness. Id like to just talk on...

Im sorry u may of lost a friend. Really i know my things are tiny compared to whats going on atm. Ive got PMS making me ultra anxious.

Im kind of struggling at the moment. Rugs my only close friend whom we usually talk on the phone and online all the time is in psychosis and gone crazy and closed all his online social media because of delusions. Hes also might likely moving in 3 months time away from my town, quite a bit away...

Its just, sure enough rugs always finds a way to put me last and to ruin any chance of basic needs within a friendship. Sure enough, when the pandemic is on and everyone is lonely and knowing he is my one very close friend, he decides to make himself sick and skip even acknowledging me and my...

So today he has realized that he can't stay here. Hes come to the conclusion his mental health and all of that cant be maintained on his own. (no kidding!) But the main thing that happened the last few days or more is that him himself have gone into psychosis. Something that hasnt really...

Okay so quite a few things have happened. And they havent been nice. I at least was able to talk to my therapist the other day on the phone. But then after that all this drama came my way and ive found it very hard to cope. This should be a time where being close to your friend/s online at any...

HALF THE WORLD AWAY CAUSE EVERY LITTLE THING GONNA BE ALRIGHT COME LET GO RUNAWAY FIERY HEART FIERY MIND

I CAN SEE CLEARLY NOW THE RAIN HAS GONE LET IT GO I BELIEVE IN THE GOOD THINGS COMING

So his sister and mum going for a new start. He was saying at first yeah im not going. So i was like in full force anxiety mode. I thought we would talk about his options and the gravity of the situation and how he was going to be able to cope and all the things hed need to do and support and...

Rugs So ALOT has changed in the past 2-3 weeks. This pandemic is very scary for everybody. I am determined to be on here more frequently like years ago and actually participate more. My life had gotten so drained for the past 3 years i just felt like i needed to tune out rather than tune in. It...

Rugs So ALOT has changed in the past 2-3 weeks. This pandemic is very scary for everybody. I am determined to be on here more frequently like years ago and actually participate more. My life had gotten so drained for the past 3 years i just felt like i needed to tune out rather than tune in. It...

Personally ive felt anxious over the whole ordeal, like everyone else. Ive found some things online to help : Here to help COVID resource (ca) Beyond Blue COVID 19 resource (au) Calm freebies HeadSpace freebies Scribd freebies Free adult colouring

Things have gotten alot better since Dec and january period. For the first time i can recall we actually had a very mild Feb. Usually its extreme with heat waves over 43 degrees C. And its stressfull But this year, after all those fires, all of sudden this wet and cool weather came. Its so weird...

So today happened. I organised to go with rugs for just a walk around this nice wetland we go every now and then. I dropped mum off down the beach so she went her own walk and intended to meet her in an hour at a shopping centre. Rugs mentioned this new friend of his. I ask about him. See i...

Going back to rugs. Hes been off his medication for 6 weeks now. Changed his mind to go to the doctor so many times and then his dr goes on xmas holidays and rugs doesnt like the duty nurses giving him the jab of medicine roughly. But he is unable to fore see any of this. Anyways hes been crazy...

So glad all the 'social' stuff of the silly season and early year stuff has finally finished. I can relax. But rugs stuff - the toxic banter of dominance and craziness literally feels like a hammer on my brain. Ive pretty much treated myself so badly putting up with his mental illness. I mean...