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I've always wanted to go to a smashlab thing. I feel like it would help me feel so much better and release some of this pent up anger I'm still freaking carrying over the last several years. Therapy, who needs that? Let's just break some shit. 😂 (Kidding of course!)

That is awesome! Wasn't there an art thread on here somewhere, way back when? Did you ever post your work there?

I really should try that, designating a time slot for my thoughts and train my brain to only think about that thing at that time and that time only. My anxiety has really been running rampant during the week due to lack of sleep and feeling burnt out. It sucks. BUT the weighted blanket I ordered...

I really don't know what's been up with people lately. Or maybe it's just me being sensitive. I don't know. All I know is that I'm tired of people's attitudes these last two weeks, but instead of lashing out like I want to I'm trying really hard to let it go. I'm finding myself drowning in a...

I feel like a mess. Or the aftermath of a mess. I don't know. I know part of it is all PMS crap, but I just really haven't been in a good place the last couple weeks. Tired of being angry, tired of being sad, tired of feeling jealousy, tired of feeling lonely, tired of feeling tired. By the end...

I complain about too much sunshine too. Just like I complain when it's too hot and it's too cold or if there's too much rain. I love cloudy weather, I love seeing clouds and I love gray days too. The weather has been a bit odd this month. We've already had a handful of 90 (32C) degree days and...

So God damn sick and tired of everything in my life just being one massive clusterfuck. Always tired, never any time to do anything, weather fucking sucks to get anything done, I hate it! I'm literally just ready to pack my bags and leave somewhere. No one seems to give two shits about me anyway.

Completely agree. While it was nice going to the movies nearly maskless, I still have been wearing mine in stores where you're closer to people. Today I went into my local Aldis and was surprised to see so many other people wearing theirs despite the state laying the requirements ever so...

A Quiet Place Part II - 8/10 This sequel picks up right where Mama left off with her shotgun at the end of the first film, bringing even more intensity and fear and noise (ironically?) than the first film ever did. This was much more of a horror film to me this time around than a thriller, and...

Feeling pretty good today. Last night the Hubs and I went out to our first movie in over a year. Of everything that shut down during the pandemic, having no theaters was the only thing that bothered us. Went to see A Quiet Place Part II. That was excellent! We also were able to do all this...

I've seen some mediocre reviews on this (Biomutant), but I don't care. The gameplay and combat still look great, the characters, character creation, enemy, and environment designs look incredible as well. A game made by a team of about 20 people I don't think is getting enough recognition where...

Meanwhile here up north I currently have my electric heater running because it's only 54 outside and it's been raining all day. I was supposed to plant my whole garden today, but I'm taking a much needed relaxing rain day. 👍

Today was such a long busy day. I'm glad it's over, but it just added to my stress level for this whole month. So much so I stress cried nearly the whole drive home from work, and now I'm sitting on my couch, in the dark, sipping a bottle of wine just to get myself to relax. I really just need...

I know I'm doing too much and there's not too much else I can do about it. I just have to keep pushing for another month and hopefully things will slow down and get easier. I know I've been super sensitive this week. It's a combination of PMS, exhaustion, and pent up frustrations. Everyone has...

I'm in an "I hate everyone" mood this week that's just a little worse than usual. 🙄😒

I guess today didn't wind up being so bad after all. I had to take two naps to make up for the lack of sleep, but so far already today I managed to get my grocery shopping done, clean about half of my disaster of a kitchen, wash a crapton of dishes, try out a new chicken recipe for dinner, and...

Reading your past posts, are you currently seeing a therapist of any kind? If not, I think if possible you should seek some professional help and maybe even get your wife involved too, go with you to a session or two, to get to the bottom of your worries and figure out techniques that will help...