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    What do we want ladies?

    I want to know what we want in love. Do you think SA plays a role in your needs when it comes to love? I prefer someone who shares EVERYTHING about themselves with me without holding back just because they're afraid of being judged or disliked. I need honesty. i need someone who gives me...
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    People just can't stand me

    Seriously. My husband insisted that i go to a neighborhood party with him (which is great for him bc he always talks to all the nosey bastards in our neighborhood while i avoid them like their zombies or something...) anyway, we're at this party and people smile at me and i smile back.great...
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    Just keep hitting me til i fall.

    I really feel like life's punching bag right now. Have you ever had one of those weeks where everything piles onto your back and you get so deeply depressed you don't want to wake up? Among many other things... my half sister downloaded pics of her wedding. Amazingly our father was there to...
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    Post what you cannot say

    I know I hurt you. I know i crushed you beyond repair. I take full responsibility for the horrible person i used to be and I'm so deeply sorry. If I could only get you to talk to me maybe you'd see I've carried you in my heart for all these years wishing I could take back the pain I caused. I...
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    What do you think about before you sleep?

    I have a terrible time falling asleep at night. It takes me at least 30 mins even though i'm usually exhausted by the time i'm ready for bed. My mind stay too busy I think. I think about stupid stuff. I think about when I was a kid, what I'm going to take for lunch the next day, whether or...
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    Talking to myself

    nevermind.
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    What does your username mean?

    What does it mean? How did you come up with it? :) This has probably been asked before but I am curious and want to know.
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    Rant about the yearly 9/11 sadness

    i'm sorry but I get so annoyed around this time of year. Can we please try to remember that while that was a HORRIBLE tragedy, A LOT of people are actually trying to celebrate the day of their birth on that very same date. It makes it SO difficult to celebrate being born and being alive on...
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    fighting about my social issues

    My husband and I got into a heated discussion about my lack of desire to socialize schmooze with various people for networking purposes. My final decision was to move out. I'm sick of fighting about who I am. I'm sick of him not understanding i'm not like him. I'm sick of being forced to attend...
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    realistic and horrible nightmare

    I had an awful nightmare last night. one of those ones where you seem to truly FEEL what is happening to you in the nightmare and it sticks with you for days. In the nightmare i was walking through an outdoor mall with my mother and my 9 year old son. he sat down at one of the tables...my mom...
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    Fear of being stared at: How do you cope with it?

    My husband once crashed his car because he was staring at me while I was sleeping in the passenger seat. I hate being stared at by anyone other than him. I know he's doing it because he's a horny little turd, but when other people do it, I just don't know how to feel. I walk out of the house...
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    you hate people?ok let's go to a party

    I guess it's healthy to push an introverted person to be outside of their comfort zone...but honestly, the cost of the stress is causes seems too high a price to pay. My husband and i have been together for 6 years. He used to appear as an introvert like me. He was very serious. Apparently, he...
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    Did this backward

    I started diving right into posts before introducing myself. So, Hello! I'm just some woman...with issues. ;) I'm married to an excessively social man who started out being just like me(as in not really interested in a lot of bullchit people interractions) then he changed somehow. So in...
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