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How am I feeling? Glad that I finally have a stable, secure internet connection again. My internet provider caused an issue when upgrading the lines in my area. Upgraded to fibreoptic - it only took them a decade to get it done. 🙄

I don't really know what to do... It's quite difficult when yer family is quite toxic, you're aware of this and yet I'm the one holding them together, basically. Can't say anything, either, that just causes arguments. Arguments that'll inevitably be blamed on you, cuz you dare to ask why they...

I've been feeling quite burnt out, lately. 😔🥱 Taking care of my mum a lot more than I used to, now; not that I have any issue with doing that. I just realise that I've been neglecting myself as a result. I'm also feeling anxious. My cousin who lives in Wales and whom I've never met, said...

Thanks, lily Sorry, I haven't PM'd you for a while. It's been a hectic few months that I haven't really had time to log in here. On top of the family drama, I've been having issues with my new laptop that I've had to learn to fix myself, rather than paying a computer repair service; so that's...

Honestly... I haven't been doing that great these past couple of months or so. Fed up with constantly having to endure family drama - being told stuff that isn't even directed at me. My mum has vented to me the words that my older siblings should be hearing. But, no, they can't handle being...

Well, I just got some bad news... My uncle and cousin won't be up to visit next month. My cousin has hurt his back and needs surgery. 😔 So, they might not be back to visit my mum and I until August.

Oh, and I cleared up the drama regarding my oldest sister talking about me behind my back. Turned out to be a misunderstanding.

Oh, it's just something that I have to learn to not let bother me. Which, I don't know how to, really... My mum seems to handle it better than me. But then, it is me she vents to after the drama of an argument. So, I suppose that's why it gets to me more than her. I'm the one getting told the...

Getting a bit fed up with my mum constantly ranting to me about how my sisters treat her. Just because it's the same ol' story over n' over. Ah mean, ah get why I'm being telt. Because I'm treated much the same by them, so can relate. Except I don't apologise whenever I pluck up the guts to...

This... Well, the chorus lyrics to be more exact. Especially given what I've been going through lately.

I totally get your perspective there, Lily. In the case of not wanting them, they'd need to be laser removed. And I was wanting something else in place of a tattoo I've already, depending upon the size of it, the tattoo might be able to be covered with another one being tattooed over it. If not...

Not doing particularly great, to be honest. Tired of constantly having to plaster on a fake smile and pretend everything is fine. Equally tired of the fact that I'm the person in my immediate family who's never allowed to speak my mind. Oh, and ah found out yesterday that my sister - the oldest...

I didn't feel like going out to celebrate, so just had a quiet day. Relaxed and watched some of my favourite movies. Just trying to get the storage room tidied out, so I can measure how much space the electronic drum kit I'm looking to get will take up. Not much, really. Aside from chatting...

Thank you, lily. 😁(y)

Well, it's my birthday. Yay! 🎂 That's me another year older. Mid-30s. Still as grumpy n' dour-faced as ever. 😆😄 Feels weird to look back on my teenage years now, when I was almost constantly being told that I looked older than my actual age.

Well, it's official - I'm old. Just turned 35 today. 😆 Jeez oh... !! 35 - the years just fly by when ye get beyond yer 20s. Mind you, I don't feel old, just starting to look it, kinda. 😆😄

So, I just thought I'd check in here. Am daein awrite. 😁 I enjoyed my uncle's visit last week. It's actually been 10 years since he was last up to visit. It was nice to see him, he's looking well, despite his recent fall. Though, when I was saying bye to him, he said he'd see me again. I'm...