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It honestly feels more like another chore I have to get out of the way.

I just hate dreaming in general.

I haven't been drinking my tea lately... though I have been trying to listen to rain/ambient sounds for insomnia. It works sometimes. I notice I'll have a little more trouble going back to sleep after I wake up. That's why I thought PTSD could possible be a trigger for those nightmares...

Well, last night I had a dream where I was on my bed and this overweight guy climbed on top of me and started kissing me as I tried to turn my head away. I'm not gonna go into detail, but I have had quite a few "sexual" dreams lately and one of them felt pretty real. Though, I've never had sex.

Oddly enough too, I have a lot of dreams about Pokemon... even though I haven't watched the show or played the games anymore for years. Childhood memories probably...

Chamonile tea I think.

Fun fact I learned too: Vivid dreams usually mean you slept good.🤔 I hear creative people are prone to experience very detailed dreams. Maybe that's why I'm so good at remembering my dreams all the time.

For the past month I believe, my sleep cycle has been kinda inconsistent lately. So, I tried drinking herbal tea as an aid to help me fall asleep faster. Well... I don't know if it's the tea, but I've noticed that the first few times I drank it, I was having these extremely grotesque dreams...

I have a feeling I'll live with mine until they're both gone... unless I die first.

Extremely anxious.

I'm so sorry to hear that 😥. I hate seeing people being forced to grow up in abusive households. The amount of suffering they cause you is extremely tough to deal with. I read about how emotional/physical abuse affects your health and body like stomach issues and sleep deprived/ptsd. It's...

I feel like I can't connect with anyone in my family... it's sad.

If you go back to the "expressions you get tired of hearing" thread, I also explained some personal issues that had been going on too.

I don't think they'll ever let me move out since they're still planning on going on vacations and selling the house we have now. I'm getting sleep deprived.

The problem is that I still live with my parents and they're only making my anxiety worse. I'm tearing up right now.

Unfortunately, I tried this one but when I sent a text to them a message came up and said my mobile phone would be charged😔.

Staying at home fucking sucks!