lonely_world
Well-known member
I'm so sorry for posting this, but I need help. I've been horribly depressed lately, i'm always alone, and i'm scared to know what the future is going to be for me. My brother wants me to move back to New York, but i'm already settled here in Oregon, and anyways, he's in a psychiatric center, and he's my only family. I don't want to feel like this anymore; i'm way too alone, i'm always afraid of social situations, and will it ever get better? Yeh, I can go out there and try, but I always am rejected because I never fit in, i'm always too quiet and people think i'm weird. All I do lately is cry and sleep. I do talk to my neighbor once in awhile, but other than that I have noone to talk to. I've come up with a plan to end my life, but I go back and forth with the idea. Please tell me i'm out of my mind to want to poison myself with Antifreeze. I do not want ANYONE to get ideas over this post, I am sick and I need help, don't you dare do anything to yourselves!