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My dad lost his car keys the other day. Because i was the last person to use them, he assumed i had lost them. For two days we looked everywhere and i turned my room upside down and spent hours outside in a paddock trying to find them. At one point i needed to wrap an ebay item ready to send and...

Its been very hard to not be able to go out. For almost 11 months. Its really played havoc on my social phobia, self esteem and more than anything depression and anxiety. I feel like everyone is living around me, but i have to wait to live mine and at the same time , ive lost so many years, a...

Havent been on here again in some time. Tbh, ive been so busy with eBay selling that it had taken over all my time. Ive been on and off quite depressed and full of anxiety. Its been nearly a year with no car. Since the pandemic car prices here have shot up and ive basically not have a life...

Im about to turn 39

Havent been on in awhile. Bit anxious today because i have been on the phone with a car salesman inquiring about a car and wanting finance, and then upfront telling the guy im on disability pension is that okay? He has to talk to his financer and will ring me back. Argh the worst anxiety. I...

And from my youth : :D

Yep crossing fingers Pfizer gets a rollout and i can get a jab next year, but i wont get my hopes up with greg hunt lol

After a few days of turmoil thanks to rugs, im dealing with the emotional adjustments once again. I know its healthy to not have someone so unstable and so mentally ill in my life. I know i need to get through all my emotions and not repress them. He rang me up the other day and told me it we...

So im going to write because i feel a bit anxious still. So Rugs had messaged me this morning saying he was disturbed last night and he basically gave me an ultimation and didnt think he could hang out with me anymore. Then i hear nothing. He recently went to the mental hospital in isolation for...

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I agree. I get swallowed by a victim mentality often. I kinda indulge in it for a while. If im really depressed, its because ive really been thinking woe me over and over and its become of me. But i love the quote - its not what happens to me , its how i perceive it. Because that is so true.

If you go without being social for some time, social skills erode but more importantly your sense of who you are erodes too. Well that is what has happened to me in the past. Your social identity gets lost, you get more sensitive to try and find clues in others to find out who you are and it can...

So about rugs. So a 3-4 weeks ago he spent 20 days in the mental health ward at the hospital. I hadnt heard from him except a message where he was angry and confused with everyone. Then nothing. It wreaked havock with my anxiety and depression. For weeks there was nothing from him. Prior to...

Been away from here for awhile. Since Covid, used cars have gone up in price here. My sister recently opted for a brand new car rather than a used one, even though she couldnt afford a car being a single mother of two but it works out for her. Me on the other hand am looking for a newish second...

Charlie doesnt like me to draw and he likes to steal my erasers lol

Thoughtout the 2020 COVID lockdowns and fears i started to get panic attacks and i was dealing with rugs in pyschosis too and it was all too much for me. So i decided i needed a companion and i searched for ages and got lucky and found a puppy and never looked back. He has been a highlight in...

I find this topic so difficult for myself. It can be a cause for distress and depression for me when i think about it as im approaching middle age and so on. I think its so important to be mindful and to almost sort of give up on ideals in stages or ages of your life. For what has been that is...

A day after the aftermath of having my sister over and her children for 3 days of Easter weekend. I know that sounds bad, the kids are not that bad well one of them, the other one he issues, he needs constant attention has issues with being able to care about others. But my sister on the other...

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Havent been on in awhile. Some things that have been stressfull recently have been ( because I cant be bothered getting into it all right now - no energy) - Since my car blew up in january this year, ive havent been able to go out except for grocery shopping and taking mum and dad everywhere...