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You'd think I'd be used to be popular by noo... but am no ! Damn wee 'uns - they'll just no leave me alone. :mad: On the positive side, ma older sister is mair bewildered than ah um as tae why her daughters prefer to be around me than her. :LOL: Ah cun think o' a few reasons why... :unsure...

Ah guess could just spend time converting all my instrumental songs into musical notion, since I recently bought this software... It's one way to keep masel' from getting bored at least.

Fuckin' broadband connection.... it'd be nice if it maintain a consistent internet connection. :mad: Also, who tha fuck goes grocery shopping for over 2 hours? Ah thought my mother wus bad, but my older sister is worse... :oops:

My nieces are still insistent that they come racing upstairs n' see me whenever they come roon tae visit... Something that's starting to irritate me a wee bit. Ah've thought aboot telling them tae fuck off, but the youngest yin hus a habit o' repeating certain words that she hears. And ah...

Well, that's just fuckin'.... great ! Need to buy another USB audio interface. Bawlicks !! :mad: More like Focus-Aye-Right, ya b@$turd ! Ye buy cheap, ya get cheap I suppose... it got good reviews anaw ? :unsure: Och, well, looking that ambient guitar idea will need to wait. Hope ah cun still...

Why ye read this? Goan ! Get tae, ya swine that ye are ! Surely, yer no still reading this post? Fur fu...

I genuinely don’t know how to articulate how am feelin’ the now... It’s just multiple thoughts aw converging aroon the same theme or topic. Basically 15 years o’ rage n’ resentment. Fuckin’ pisses me off that every bloody time ah ask or challenge why something must be done a certain way my...

Just trying to put a brave face on, because I don’t wish to say how I’m feeling about things lately. Especially after what my mum told me yesterday. :( Somehow ah feel I’ll be blamed for not doing enough in the end... :cautious: It’s no easy caring for someone who’s health is only getting worse...

Sorry, I typed that last bit phonetically in my accent. By “git guff”, I just meant getting bullied by my family. :LOL: And my family do tell me to open up about my feelings, but every time I do I’m told I’m wrong, and what I’m saying isn’t valid. Or that I’m just “nagging” and “being a bully”...

What do you mean I, "hurt your feelings"? I didn't know you had any feelings

Dreading next month... With exception o’ mibbe 4 days, am no gonnae git much peace from ma nieces. Meaning my name is going to utter a lot this February... :ROFLMAO:

Yeah, going by my past experience with ma family, I understand what ye mean, there. Why don't you want to change yer life? Just asking... but don't feel you have to answer if that question is too personal. I know that stigma all too well, man. Quite ironic that - being raised in...

Fear of be judged negatively, maybe? How they’ll react... I know I kinda stopped opening up about my feelings due to being unsure about what reaction I’d get.

Getting kinda sick o' this... It's nice that they know ma name n' that. But can they no just leave me alone. Gimme peace !

And the obsession continues... Seriously ah like tae know what exactly is about me? Why d'they (my nieces) always bolt upstairs to see me? Today wus the worst, like ! They're no even in the hoose fur 5 minutes n' oldest pelts it upstairs, telling the youngest to hold her hand. Pretty much...

Awww... thanks. Doubt ah could say the same fur certain members o’ ma family, aside from ma oldest sister. Tired o’ having to just put up with the middle child being allowed to treat oor mum the way she does. Cuz it’s me who gets the complaints: “Oh, am fuckin’ fed-up wae how am treated”, is my...

Ah think ah might do masel' in n' off masel' afore this year's oot... Fuckin' sick tae the back teeth huvin tae bloody tolerate ma dysfunctional clan. Fuckin' roar n' shoutin' cuz summit when wrang ! :mad: But aw naw cannae say how immature that is, how childish... cuz that would be consider...