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Fuckin’ hud enuff !! :mad: I’m so sick of having shoulder the burden of care for my mother. When aw she does is snap at me whenever ah try tae help her. Then, am the bad yin fur reacting by telling her tae f_%* off for giving me attitude. Which my Mum always reacts to by saying: “Sorry, ah...

I hope so, too... Gonna be a few sleep night's until it's done or until we hear the results. Just been trying to distract myself and not thinking about it too much, as difficult as that is. :(

Well, from my own experience with own father... I'd say selfish enough to only think about himself and not care what path his kids wish to take in life unless it benefited him. But then my Dad, when his oldest daughter (a step-sister to me on his side of the family) was diagnosed with cancer and...

Well... that relative o' mine is going in for keyhole surgery this week to see about this bowel cancer. Huv'nae really slept much, lately, since I'm up at night worrying about how it'll go... :(

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Thanks lily, appreciate the concern darlin’. :) Today wus just pure crap, been in right grumpy mood since my mother snapped at me. :mad: Something I’ll be telling my oldest sister about when she get back, cuz I‘ve had enough o’ being spoken to like that by our mother. It’s only ever me who get...

Been thinking for the last few day about going back and add strings to that Improbability instrumental ? Or I might actually do re-recording of it and see if I can extend it to 5 minutes or beyond that ? :unsure:

I am f__kin’ sick, fed-up wae how ah git treated... :mad: Yet if I ever treat them how they treat me, am the “bad yin” or “no being very nice” Got bloody snapped at, mid-sentence, this morning by ma mother. Aw cuz ah made the merest mention o’ getting house a bit more tidy, since my oldest...

Sorry yer feeling that way, Blue. Though, I can kinda relate to how yer feeling, given what’s been happening in my life lately. :(

Funny how the folk that claim to love n' care aboot ye only seem to do so when yer gone.... :( I've felt like an afterthought to my mother for the last 2 years, yet she continues to deny this and tell me that am wrong. :mad: The fact am living off ready-made meals, porridge or cuppa soups has...

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I've felt like doin' that myself, lately.

Yeah... we’re just trying to stay positive about the whole situation. Though, I’m not gonnae lie, I did think the worst when I heard the news. But they’ve had the consultancy appointment about the operation. So, at least, that’s the first part over with.

Thanks, man. From what I’ve been told, they’ll going in for surgery and staying in hospital for 3 days. Just need to get the medical checkup outta the way, first, like I did before getting my orthopaedic surgery done. But I’m hopeful that all goes well for them, even though I’ve not really had a...

Well... I just found out that the relative of mine who has cancer, has bowel cancer. :cry:

Sounds good, Fountain. :)(y)

I doubt that. Since last time I telt her tae f_%! off after she refuse answer why she acts how she does, she storm outra the house in a huff n' Mum blamed me for it. Even though she (my sister) was the yin shoutin' n' arguing. :cautious: Which is usually how it goes when opt to open ma gob n'...

Barely slept for the past few weeks... :( Been lying awake in bed until like 3 or 4 o’clock in the morning for the last 3 days. With everything that’s gone on lately, I just wish I could get away from it all for awhile. But the idea that the arguments don’t affect me is what my mother wishes to...

I guess so, Pug... I’d say the same for every other aspect of my life to be honest.

Ah guess I should just accept that, besides my above mediocre musical talents, ma life is utter $h!%£. :( Fuckin’ hate how am huvin tae always put up with the arguments, get let down by excuses. Like actually having tolerate n’ forgive that pish ! Every-fuckin’-time !! :mad: Fed-up hearing...