Lol i'll try and free my mind mannn. No actually I had an appointment with the councilor today, though I don't know when i'll get down to the centre of jobs. It's a long walk but I guess it's the fear of the unknown, and them putting pressure on me. I feel lethargic at the same time :| On the other hand my parents are having a go about getting a job and uni so I feel trapped. I'm confused about what you're studying at uni lol. For me when I wasn't enjoying the course I finally found the courage to leave, albeit a bit late in the day. :/