Recent content by Steiner

I think after many years I'm starting to truly connect the dots as to what I would diagnose myself as. Quiet borderline personality disorder. Perhaps a lot of people with anxiety suffer from this more than we realize, I'm not sure I can say that as a fact for everyone- I am sure that I...

I think it's nice to think, not enough people do it but sometimes there is a lesson to be learned from not thinking. Sometimes our non-brain selves know what we want and we should just give in. We'd be happier. A lot of us make the mistake of not giving in to what we really want, we trick...

A post 6 months later- I actually managed to remember my login info without getting locked out this time. I'll try to remember it. Shouldn't be hard now come on Steiner. ... I am depressed and out of words to display my inner turmoil. The mask I'm wearing has cracks and I worry for the day it...

I turned 27 this month and when I originally joined this site I was 20. Doesn't feel that long. Time sort of slips away from you rather quickly. From my last update to now has been about 4 years? Updates in my life- -I got married a little over a year ago. -Have been in my current low skill...

Thank you, I forgot my login for a bit but managed to remember it after a time- I also forgot I had changed my username to a shortened version on here; so that created difficulties cause I no longer have the email I originally used. I created a new profile but then realized I couldn't message...

Working from home makes life better.

These posts are nostalgic. My memories lead me back here. Started writing here back in 2013. The site is different. A lot of familiar names and it comes off as nostalgic. My life has changed a lot since i started here but does the depression ever get better? What changes occurred? Maybe will...

I joined a few months ago. Seems more active lately. Would be nice to have more emotes on there since I communicate a lot that way. I guess gifs will do though. No one really talks to me on there though.

Kawaii desu ne (Cute isn't it?) Hi all, it's been awhile so I decided to come back out of hiding. I feel like I have changed a lot since my last entries and decided to be me again. I had a lot of troubled thoughts(still do) but I've been getting better. I will talk about my current paths and...

Yay! Have a good one all.

That is what it feels like to me. Like nothing is real anymore and that I am living in a permanent dream. Nothing I do matters because it isn't real. I can't feel anything I touch and overall my emotions have been heavily dulled. Lately when I go out with my parents since usually I can't go out...

I get this face to face a lot lol. I'll be trying to talk to - /ignore /walkotherdirection ...:crying:

Oh my

Hello, nice to you. :bigsmile:

Honestly this sounds like a real shitstorm.