Ransfordrowe

Aaah i see. Did you rent before? I like living at home i don't like that my bother lives here, but when he moved out before it was nice. He's hopefully gonna move out again soon. I get on really well with my parents though it'll be nice to move out in a few years and i'll be able to decorate however i want, but i'll always live near my parents i think Xx

Yea that's true, it is a pretty crap service though a lot of the time growing up i liked weird programmes like This Morining, Supermarket Sweep, nothing that stimulates the brain too much :L i still like those shows. I like watching sciencey stuff too though, i like Brain Cox shows you? I live with my family, i'll be moving out over the next few years. You? Xx

I know, you have to separate the bad from all of the rest to find nice people. We have to try not to let certain individuals get to us. I'm glad that you are trying to be more social, I wish you good luck. It takes a lot of courage, I would like to try too.

Glad to have introduced you to a new artist ! I know what you mean, its like real but more of a refined image right? Theres also another artist i learned about in spanish class but i can recall his name at the moment, his art was definetly unique and weird. As long as its good art it doesnt matter what time period it came from ^.^

I agree . That's what I enjoy as well. A warm day with a calm breeze. Which is why I frown at winter in summer. . On average I see about 4-5 people a day; family.

Sometimes the dark poems are more sincere than the light ones and probably give more insight to the true emotions of the author. Landscapes capture the beauty of nature and the sights you would need to travel to see, while portraits are nice to look at too they arent as special. Haha google is definetly a good option. You should! i love his art ^.^

Ah i see. Over here people can see therapists for free on the National Health Service, i don't know if it would be better for me to see someone privately though, maybe they might try harder..? Or maybe they all just don't know what to do with me hehe yea it must be such a well paid job! It sounds like your family is quite supportive anyway which is good maybe once your brother qualifies you can see him instead and save yourself some money yea the Lorax, i've seen the trailers i actually used to be able to recite the book all the way through when i was younger. I have to say the film doesn't look anything like the book though, i suppose it would be a very short film if it were, i'm not sure what i'll make of it! Xx

Landscape art is more creative that portraits of people, and thats alot of artists i only know thomas kinkade and classics like michealangelo haha. Is it really theraputic? If i put my feelings on paper they'd most of the time be really dark poems.

Sounds like fun? You participate in fun in the sun? What is the average for you? Summer where is live is usually 70's-80's. I don't know, I'm not around people much, so I can't generalize.

Hello Ransfordrowe. . Yes, the heatwaves are all over the place. It has been 100+ for many weeks now, which is not normal. I'm not going to miss it and I hope the weather gets better for you.

Hello sorry i havent been online for a while so i just read this ^.^ ehh i prefer to draw landscapes and dimensional stuff. poems? thats a nice talent i cant think of anything deep to say haha

Yea that's true. I'd like to change everything hehe that's good that you've been able to see a therapist for so long, do you pay for that yourself? Is it CBT your doing? The method of changing negative thoughtd by thinking positively sounds a lot like CBT. I don't have a boyfriend, my parents are very supportive though do you get a lot of support? Xx

Hehe i tend to have too much emotional honesty at work, i wish i could learn not to wear my heart on my sleave so much in certain situations! The biggest problem i have though is probably stress, it beings on my emotions in an uncontrollalbe way, and i'm always stressed i started reading a book at work today about stress, it was also talking about using stress as a motivator, so i will keep reading it during my work breaks if you've found it useful also :d yea i have seen many of them, over about 10 years. I'm going it alone just now though. Have you seen many? Xx

It's better just to show what you're feeling i say, and not be fake about it i cry so easily, it's unreal your therapy techniques sounds interesting, i wish i were able to get a lot more positive things out of my emotions! I've never really seen negative emotions as being a good thing, sounds like a very beneficial thing to be able to do though Xx

Oh yes, i am extremely emotional! I get so drawn in to a film, and go through all the ups and downs that the characters do. I always cry at films how about you? Xx

Yea it really did, it kept you wondering right til the end yea that's true, it was a heartbreaking film and i think people would have felt a real sympathy towards aids sufferers that wasn't there before Xx

thats awesome,i love birds too i really like blue jays..im really into moss right now for some reason,i seen someone put some in a glass jar with some mushrooms and it was like a little slice of the forest...i used to garden with my mother,i never really liked it that much not sure why,but since she died i just keep a house plant in the window..what got you started gardening? i think its really nice,it teaches to care for things,patients and is over all a great way to just calm down ya know...

It's really weird, this plastic surgeon guy is holding a woman hostage, and you don't really know why, and then it slowly reveals the story of who she is. I don't want to give too much away in case you watch it, but it's really good i liked Juno and Philodelphia, it was so sad! Xx

i love everything but i really like wolves,tigers and zebras..and i love blue roses,i actually just recently got a bunch of herbal remedy and medic books and im trying to learn different types of plant that are poisonous,edible,used for healing ect. gardening is great,i used to do it all the time..whats some of your favorites?

Hehe so true i never really like Toy Story as a kid but i get the humour so much more now i watched a weird film the other night, The Skin I Live In, have you seen it?