Recent content by Phantasystar4

Its not so easy to live in an apartment complex alone when you have social phobia. Ever since I left home many years ago I had to change places 3 times. I'm someone who can't go outside by myself very easily. I don't have any friends or a girlfriend. After a while the neighbors start noticing...

I have seen a few different psychologist and psychiatrist in my life. Yet I've never been able to tell them much about my past. They always seemed satisfied with only knowing my symptoms. It probably doesn't help that I'm extremely shy and can't say two words in a row. Since I don't seem to be...

I feel a little bit dumb about posting this but at the same time its something that bother me. Since I was a child my father always served me last at the table for diner. I was the baby of the family so that's understandable. But now their are kids and people younger then I am in my family. I am...

Lately I've been feeling really down and depressed. It just feels like i could cry anytime I want. And i've never been someone to break in tears easily. I'm just always alone, I have no friends, my family is not there for me ( and they dont understand my SA at all), I never had a girlfriend and...

All my life i've never felt like I was the smartest person in the world. I wasnt very good in school for one thing. Sometime people talk to me and i'm so much in my head that I dont even hear them. I always felt like something was wrong with me. I dont talk very well...though I have to say i'm...

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Its my very first time posting on a forum or asking for help online. Actually I very rarely ask for help. Its something I always had so much trouble doing. oh and I want to apologize in advance for my bad english. My first language is french. Well to start with I'm extreamly shy (disgnosed with...