overcome.

Hiya,

You're so right, it is hard to stay positive when you suffer with SA, it totally sucks that we have to struggle more just to appear normal but i guess the more you live with it the easier it is to pretend and stuff!

I don't mind you asking at all about my SA! I have a lot of deep rooted self hate issues i find myself repulsive in every single way possible, i suffer with agoraphobia, mainly because i don't think i'm good enough to be seen in public and it worries me what people think of me! and on top of that i have depression lol gawd i sound like a right nutter

I don't work at the moment, i haven't had a job for ages now i would love to be out there again earning my own money, but the way i am right now, it just doesn't seem possible

Hiya, sorry it's taken me a little while to get back to you, i've been a bit down and when i get like that i don't feel very chatty

I like the way you can be so positive, that's one thing i find hard to do. I've had so many knock backs that i'm always expecting the worst. I know i should be more positive and i do try just something always happens to remind me how shiz my life is lol

Sorry for being depressing *blushes*

How are you doing? do you work or anything?

There are quite a few people on here that can make me smile even when i feel low, that's why i really like SPW i can come here when i feel bad and talk about my problems without anyone judging me but at the same time i can have a laugh with people as well, the people on here are really wondeful

We all want what we can't have lol it's human nature to be like that! But like you say if we all sit down and actually think about what we do have then we'd realise how lucky we are. I guess sometimes it just seems easier to be negative, that way you don't expect much and don't end up getting hurt or disappointed

That's why i try and have a bit of fun, especially on here, things can get so depressing and it hurts me to see how much people are suffering so every now and then i try to have a giggle to make things seem not so bad!
You're so right, if we could just all learn to appreciate what we already have, no matter how insignificant it may seem we might all smile some more, lately my bunnies have kept a smile on my face and i'm glad for that i think if i didn't have them around i'd be a miserable sod hehe

Hiya,

You definitely made me smile and thankies for that

I agree if we all could smile just a little bit more things might not seem so bad, that's why on here i try and silly as well as serious, if we were serious the whole time life would suck much more than it already does lol

Hiya, i hope you don't mind me messaging you just i didn't want to take up room on the " person above you" thread. but thankyou for being so nice, your comment made me smile hehe

thank U VERY much! , well my b-day was a great day, I had a good time ^_^
And I'm doing OK , just still fighting against anxiety u know..
And how are you doing?

Well take care!

xoxoxox

I think it's still a fairly up and coming organization, but man those 145/35 lbers fight hard for sure, also I remember the president not long ago mentioned the introduction of a 125 division this year, apparently there's a huge pool of talent for that weight class. I can't imagine how skinny those guys will be!

I like Cowboy Cerrone and Miguel Torres from WEC, and Faber and his epic bum chin are of course hard not to like.
Yeah, the Pat Barry/Rothwell swap was a good choice for Cro Cop. Two top level k1 kickboxers is sure to be a good fight. I miss those head kicks of his, maybe we'll get to see em this time.

Been alright man, thanks. But yeah I agree, the Aussie crowd was off the hook! I was at the edge of my seat the whole event, lol. So many good fights coming up next month too. Who do you like in the WEC btw?

What'd you think of that KO man?

Yep.
I'm studying accounting.

I'm tired a lot of the time too, it's pretty annoying.
Yeah, school definitely makes me feel better.

I've been okay, just trying to focus on school.
What about you?

thank you for the compliment

Ohh actually... thanks for the scientific rant because i've actually been wondering about that myself. Now i know i can be a loner and sit on the laptop all day like i've currently been doing and not get bad eyesight, YAY!

Aw, i'm glad to hear you've had a pretty good weekend. I'm doing okay now thanks, had abit of trouble over the weekend but all is ok now.

Aw, do you not use the internet much then or just this website? I think i need to cut down being online i'm sure it doesn't do your eyes again good lol. Yeah not too bad here thanks, you had a good weekend?

Hiya how have you been?

True, true. My username is actually my husband's user name. I wonder if I can create my own or if I'm stuck with this one? I ought to see if that's an option.

Ja, I think this might be beneficial for everyone involved. I'm looking forward to actually seeing people on this forum. You could have just added me for the hell of it even if we weren't going to talk on Skype. I would not have minded.

Hi! I appreciate the friend invite!