Recent content by MrJones

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    What to do, what to do...

    I won't bother explaining, I'll try to make it short. I'm tired of living, I'm tired of changing and tired of failing, and I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm just very tired of failing to myself and others and I simply don't want to try anymore. So, I would have an easy, coward and...
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    A couple of questions

    I will just randomly post questions about SA, depression or whatever. If anyone wants to answer one of more questions, or even make new questions (related SA or the other disorders from this forum, not just random questions :P), feel free to do so. If you just want to read the questions and...
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    Post what you cannot say

    You're being a bit immature, don't you think? If only you listened to me I could try to help you with that...
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    Post what you cannot say

    I miss you....
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    Post what you cannot say

    There are many things that I would like to say to you, but I don't know how...
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    Artificial Inteligence and emotion design

    At uni I already made simple AIs and for the next 3 months we're going to do some more advanced stuff, like designing emotions. Added to automatic learning and stuff like that, it would allow AIs to evolve by themselves depending on their emotions. What do you guys think about this subject?
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    Post what you cannot say

    I still don't know if it's true or not... I hope it's not and that you're fine... But I can't stop thinking about it. Why? You had still a lot to do, you had goals in life.... you were brilliant, but I know how emotions can make us take such decisions sometimes. I don't really know what would...
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    Post what you cannot say

    I want to tell you something, but you never listen to what I have to say... ____________________________________ I'm really sorry, but I can't promise I won't try it again.... I don't do it because of you, but I'm afraid I can't keep living like this only for you, I want this to end ::(: I...
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    Post what you cannot say

    Why don't you treat me with the same respect with which I've always treated you? I may not be a good person, but no one deserves that ::(:
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    Post what you cannot say

    I know I said I didn't, but I did. I don't like to lie, but I didn't want you to worry about me, I don't want you to feel bad because of me. Sorry. I can't promise I won't do it again. I still want to do it. _________ I'm sorry, I didn't want to make you feel bad... but you have to know what...
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    Boring rant

    I need to rant, sorry everyone who reads this. So, I don't want to talk much, I hate myself, I hate my life. I love people and people don't give a ****. I'm frustrated, medication-dependant, SP, AvPD, depression and agoraphobia. Everyday has been going worse and worse for more than a year...
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    Post what you cannot say

    I wish you were right, but I don't think you are ::(:
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    Post what you cannot say

    Seriously now, do you hate me? If not, you act as if you do.... I just wanted to say one last goodbye. I understand why do you what you do, though. I only wish you the best in life, and I hope you get what you deserve and find happiness for you and your loved ones.
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    Feeling horrible for being horrible

    I'm not sure how to say this but it's something I have in my head and it doesn't matter what people say, I can't seem to change my mind easily. The thing is that I feel like I've hurt people, good people, and so feel like I'm a horrible person. I feel like I deserve nothing for being like this...
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    One last thing to get over my insecurities...

    ... in my dreams! My insecurities are bigger than ever. I don't know why, my condidence seems to be higher but I'm more fragile. It's kind of weird, whatever. We all would want to know the opinion other's have of us, right? Then behold the ultimate act of selfish, self-centered...