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    We accept the love we think we deserve.

    It's a quote from a novel, "The Perks of Being a Wallflower" by Stephen Chbosky. This explains so much in my life, regarding my relationships to my family, friends and lovers. I always thought that I did not deserve them and their love, because of my low self-esteem. I wouldn't let friends get...
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    Nervous Breakdown after fighting to get rid of emotional baggage for so long.

    Today I had to meet my boyfriend, ignored him until he pulled me to him and kissed me. Whenever I'm soul-searching, or having issues that I have to think about severely, I have to be emotionally detached from people for a while because I can't think straight when emotions are involved too much...
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    My way of overcoming SA. Gettin' there. :]

    Hi guys :] I have SA since I was about 14. I usually got little panic attacks when I'm in social situations, avoided get-togethers, and would overthink how I'd come across which made me come off really awkward. My confidence and self-esteem went downhill really fast until I got into depression...
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    I'm on my way to be freed :) *My Story and Progress*

    Hi guys :D I wanted to post a thread about my story of my problems with SA and the progress of getting out of SA because I really want people to get out of this, too. It's horrible to live with it each day and the loneliness was killing me. It made me feel weak and worthless every day. I did...
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    Speaking out shows bad results in my situations!

    Hi, Yeah well, it's really like that. A lot of advices here also says stuffs like "Just speak out and you'll see the result isn't that bad." or "Why keeping thoughts always to yourself." or generally just step up and being yourself or whatsoever. People might start to like you etc. But as often...
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